-the colours of my life-

nowadays i dunno if i'm happy or not..kinda confusing..maybe am too busy to sit down to actually have anytime for myself..i guess..thats not v gd..work is draining up all energy......

seriously do not like e phrase 'now u so busy so u have no time to meet me...' whatever..

i feel like i'm changing..not exactly for e better or for e worse..but perhaps i need time to adjust...

sometimes i wonder wat it will b like today if things were different..

but i also know that with situation now..it is nearly impossible to turn time back..some scars n pain are juz too deep..i definitely cannot imagine wat it would b like to turn back..hiaz..

met up w angel n qh..supposed to meet emu but it was too rush for her..so juz e 5 of us..it was nice meeting ym..heard so much but nvr got to see in person..qh got a job! but not liking it..oh wells..i guess we need a few stepping stones to find out wat we really want yeah?

for e first time in my life..i actually went to squeeze with the Singapore crowd to go see fireworks! weee..so happy..yv brought her camera..hope she'll upload pics this time..i got video! wahaha..n we were running around to find a gd spot cuz we went there pretty late like ard 7.45pm n it was like closed everywhere cuz of e crowd n all e barricades..next yr we shld book a hotel room....hehe........

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:40:00 AM