Qihui came to fishy almost the entire day..to accompany me and to waste her time..haha..no la..juz sian staying at home..appreciated!! *hugs* i needed that distraction away initially..coz cel and janice wasnt around for long..but well..i guess i juz think too much..
we had dinner at fishy..the cala sucked big time..didnt know how to describe how it tasted..shall use wat KC call it -- fish cake!! haha..calamari tasting like fish cake..gross..that shows how tasteless and soft it was..well, wat to do..our supplier of cala is forever changing..not enuff sotong to go around huh..haha..
tdy shall be a short n sweet entry.. i'm a happy gal now =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:13:00 AM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
somethings i dont understand..
maybe qh is right..i shldnt be so nice at times..i'm not helping them..n not helping myself as well.. i was already v tired..but when i saw n asked..it suddenly dawned onto me e words qh said..at first i didnt believe her..bu when it actually appeared right in front of me..fury raised up thru me..i didnt know how to react..all i wanted to do was to get away from there..suddenly, fishy seems like a forbidden place..bad things seem to be happening one right after the other..i feel torn..
decided to make the long walk to East Coast Road to check out the restaurant..didnt want to initially when i got down the bus but i really needed the breather at e moment even though i was VERY tired and my head was feeling so heavy..
happy thing -- i made reservations for Friday's dinner..i got a bday cake too..guess it'll taste v nice after trying their mini chocs yst..hee..i cant wait..i really nitto spend some time with my family..
work was fine..pretty boring..no crowd at all..good..we were lack of staff and my mind was very pre-occupied..oh guess wat..the trainer i had at Changi Airport on Saturday came to dine..haha..she almost couldnt recognise me..yeah..i was in glasses today..i slept like 8 hrs and i still feel so lethargic..prob i shld juz stick to my 6hrs instead.. =)
maybe i think too much today when i received e phone call..zzzz.. y my mind cant be filled with something else?? i really regret making that confession..i wish i could turn back time n undo e mistake..i want things to return to normal..i miss those days.. =(
another song of mine i would like to share..my version of TANKS's 非你莫属 =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:30:00 AM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
the 3rd post for today..
v happy today..had dinner with harj, qihui, deb and yun...it's been some time since we had a mini outing..the last time we met yun & deb dined in at fishy whilst harj and i were working..didnt manage to catch up..
b4 that, there were some screwed ups..1stly..i felt sick..my resolution for this term failed (and it's only the 2nd week of sch!!)..i didnt attend classes today..it all started in e morning coz i overslept..after a v long time..i woke up when mum called me up at 8am..i did go to school..but practically dragging my feet there..left b4 11am..took 36 one round..to fishy..
Kinda dreaded going to fishy..but well, i had to face it sooner or later ya?? things turned out to be so-so..i dunno if it was good or bad..truthfully, i juz wanna know what you're thinking..like this i feel even worse..it's like hanging in mid-air..
in my pt of view, things will nvr be the same again..it seems like u are v affected..i'm still myself..i can treat like as if i didnt say anything yesterday..truthfully, i regret..i wanna turn back time and restore things to where they were.. =(
sad things aside..though today was a slow day i had some fun..accompanied harj to the polyclinic to take her mc..den we went to my house to get the chocs i bought for her at Tobi..wow..they were heavenly..we had them at fishy..and actually did a bday rap for a customer as well... =) nvr did one for harj..grr..
harj had to go home coz something cropped up at home..and qh and i slacked at Ya Kun..we were lost..dunno wat to do..so i went to fishy..and helped out in my home clothes..wat to do..only 3 staff..well..it was pretty interesting working in home clothes & with the fishy tag round my neck..i felt like i wasnt juz a part time staff..maricel also came to help awhile....
after today..i really miss those days i had at fishy with deb around..times were juz so fun..although it was tiring and she LOVES to bully me!! lets name a few i remember:
1. putting me bar+cashier..noone (not even manager) can touch cash nor swipe card!! madness.. 2. bullying me in the kitchen..esp the grill coz i can nvr flip my prawns & press it down..grr.. 3. finding all ways and means to shoot me..sometimes even laughing at me coz i shoot myself.. 4. love saying "SHUT UP!"and "Can u juz keep quiet/say one sentence lesser??" *bish*
i think the only touching thing deb did was the day i cried coz i got 'bullied' in the kitchen on my 1st day working inside and i wanted to go home..haha..deb ah..see..how bad u ah..only can remember the stuff u bully me but cannot remember anything nice abt u..grr..love this ugly dino.. =)
the already melted chocs =(
Harj loves Sunflowers =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:35:00 AM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Bus 36
Place: Bar of fishy..
My life revolves around Bus 36..there are reasons why are hate it, there are reasons why are love it..today'll be one of those days why i love bus 36..
4 Reasons why i hate bus 36: 1.reminds me of going to school (what to do..my school is in town and it's the fastest route) 2.going to airport - it's a place i like to go watch the planes take off when i'm sad.. 3.it's FOREVER packed 4.FREAKING long waiting time
4 Reasons why i love bus 36: 1.FAST!! coz it goes by the ecp 2.loop service - can take from the front of my school and go one round and and get seats 3.it goes to the airport - i love to travel..well..i hate and love going to the airport.. 4.it goes town (contradict my first hate..sch is in town..haha..)
the main reason why i love 36 today coz i could sit one round and sort out my thoughts b4 getting down at PP..the horrible thing was that the bus was freaking cold..i thought i was gonna freeze to death..
lots of "IFs" went thru my mind..many scenarios played back in my mind..but none seemed to fit..i thought i could live thru 2 days without facing the fact..but 2 days were reduced to juz mere minutes..all i could do..was to let nature takes its course..whatever it is..i'll face it bravely and move on..to end it all..i'm right now sitting at that spot..my mind in a whirl..
hmm..is it juz me or am i thinking too much?? seems like he's ignoring me already.. =(
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:22:00 PM
An outing..and a confession..
An Outing..and a confession.. Saturday 25/8/07 Happy Birthday to Ivy!! it's been some time since we last saw her..cant wait for our 03A08 outing on 2nd Sept!
Qh and i went to Changi for a mini training..we were shocked when our grp of 30 was joined by a grp of 130 Cisco officers..omg..they're a rowdy bunch..but without them, i think the entire course would be even more boring..seriously, the course was a waste of our time..it had almost nothing related to us..was so glad when 5pm came..
our Sakae Sushi lunch =)
managers all seemed so dead..it was a freaking busy lunch..the crowd nvr stopped..madness..this time of the month always like that..think most pple get their pay mid of the month eh? was glad when e day was over..it was so messy everywhere..tdy we were gonna offer stuff to 'them' again..big scale..to ward off all bad luck..our outlet has been pretty down lately..sigh..
slacked with qh at macs after that until around 2am..my mind was juz so full of everything..my guess that this guy from China likes me seems to be true..99% sure of that..and on the other hand..my mind keep wandering to him..i juz couldnt help the fact that he was around..was nearby..and juz wished that he was standing beside me..
Sunday 26/8/07 the day also passed pretty fast..this customer actually wanted to come in at 1045am..madness..1130 they were all waiting outside and Janice, Htee Khu n i hafnt had our lunch!! asked dad to lend me the car tmr and he actually allowed..thought the day was taking a nice twist..but well, the person whom i wanted to go out with wasnt free.. =(
was glad the day was over..
Monday 27/8/07 Today is a very interesting day..it all started v well in the morning coz i found the scores for SECRET!! yay..my days of piano playing are back!! =)
e afternoon actually supposed to be a outing with me and harj..but jac was joining us after her exams..hey girl..dont be so sad ya?? u still have all ur lovelies here!! =)
after class went to pick up the car from home..when i reached harj's carpark i received a msg from sufi..she asked if i was driving and if i could bring her to the polyclinic..well, we didnt have plans and were worried for our fren so we went to pick her from her house..omg..she looked so pale..we went to the polyclinic..lucky it wasnt a super long wait..from there..she had a referral letter to CGH..and it was urgent..so we accompanied her to A&E..went to pick Jac up too..the wait for pretty long for a A&E..but ya..better than those that i read in the newspaper la..by 5pm we were done..her sis had arrived and she had to be admitted to the hospital..hiyoh..i juz felt so sad..
Went to Katong Mall to show harj the bday present i wanted to get for her..omg..it's actually very cute..i like those small small cute cute stuff..juz v fascinated and love them..we bought a box of 12 and left for PS..
Jac had to remit money to Indo at Dhoby exchange den we went Cafe Cartel to have dinner..bad experience..their food sucked big time..paid the bill and left..we decided to go sing K Box instead..wow..power..i felt so happy singing..after a long day..it juz felt so good..i love singing!! mum started to pester so we left around 12midnight..well, actually i lied abt who i was going out with la..i told my parents i was going with SMU frens for a 21st bday celebration..but it meant to be a date..but..it turned out that it was half true..it was a 21st bday celebration!!
went to K Box to chill..coz jac wanted to sing..i guess singing is a form of destressing --- like me..well, i guess i also wanted to destress..i was practically chiong-ing all the emo and high songs..
This is my version of Stefanie Sun's rainy day or 雨天..haha..dont laugh ok..
on way to e car we saw the fishy signboard still on so we gave a call to Maricel..went to pick her up to off the signboard..den..sent both of them home b4 sending Maricel..i reached home at abt 1am after pumping petrol for dad..
the feeling became v strong again..i hate nights..i always feel so sucky..dunno wat got into me also..i actually went to confess..though i did feel better..but i regret..i really hate myself for being so soft at times..well, he was v nice abt it..think he was speechless coz the replies were pretty weird..i didnt exactly say i really like him..i said i think..anyway, i juz hope things remain the same..i dont intend things to progress..and i dont want anything to go wrong..
i'm so tired..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 9:28:00 AM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Crazy customers
today is juz gonna be short and sweet..juz a crazy encounter with a customer..
htee khu came to ask me if i could heat up the coffee..i was like.. "WHAT??!!" so i went to approach the customer..she asked me to put it into the microwave oven..er..helloz..first ur coffee is half drunk (dont dirty my microwave oven) and 2ndly u dont microwave liquid stuff..didnt u know..STUPID..and she claimed that the coffee we gave her was already slightly cold..i explained to her that the coffee came from the machine and it's at 100 degree celcius..she insisted that it was cold and we shld be glad she didnt complain..wtf..hey..u asked for so much milk too..i didnt heat my milk up to 100 degree celcius if not the milk will smell bad lor..STUPID WOMAN..and..in the end..to make her shut her ugly mouth..i gave her a free coffee..this pple ah..juz out to make trouble only..this type of pple shldn't exist..grr..
lately customers are weird..
made up my mind..will try the Changi thing..it's an experience i shldnt miss..if' i dont like the job i'll quit..coz i'll miss KC, Janice and Maricel..and i feel bad too.. =(
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:37:00 AM
Friday, August 24, 2007
seriously, i think i'm in some kind of dilema..i'm torn..torn between fishy and Changi Airport..
the summary of the story..i went to sign up as a part-time event promoter at Changi Airport..they run on 8hr shifts..trying to work my way around fishy and Changi Airport is driving me mad..i realise i cant have best of both worlds..
lately suay things seem to be happening at fishy..the worst of the worst is the lost of the PDA!! omg..2nd time already..this sucks..dunno la..
today janice said some things that made me went to think..i also dunno my dear..i'm so lost too..i'm scared..that present situations will change for the worse..that i made a wrong choice..
someone save me..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:59:00 AM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
now having AMA class..first class of the term..it's not like i'm not listening in class..class already ended..lol..let's have some updates for the weekend =)
Saturday was offday from fishy..well..but i left my umbrealla there..so had to go there around 1pm to pick it up..scared it'll smell since it wasnt dry..it was super busy when i went there..was happily looking at schedule when he came out..and..i juz wanted to leave..i dunno why..i hope it wasnt obvious..
karaoke system wasnt working well at OSIM..sad..something wrong with the echo and sound system..and..i fell asleep on one of the chairs..juz tired..and kinda bored..the food was good..yum yum..i like..bbq food..prawns, satay, sausages..WOW..eat so much..left over food was quite alot..prob i love fishy too much..i juz thought of them..well..things like prawns and satay cant be kept anyway..so mum agreed to let me take away for them..or..do i juz wanna see someone??
the bday cake..
cake cutting was pretty short..and guess wat?? i saw the fireworks at Marina!! it was half blocked..but it's still kinda nice..not fantastic la..but well..better than nothing ya??
went down to fishy with the food..harj and sufi were there too having dinner..the gd thing..they liked the food..hee..
supposed to wait for janice to finish but mum n dad came to pick me up..yay..
Sunday full shift..well..morning was fine..the night was pretty bad..first was some Salmon problem we had at table 7..i was juz laughing at KC for being the last to know there was no more Salmon and the next moment i took an order for Baked Salmon.. *bish* and the kitchen didnt inform me either..if the server forgot e kitchen cant forget right..i mean duh..there's no salmon!! so the table waited and waited..and den i went out to apologise and asked to change their main course blah blah..well, they said they were fine with their Seafood Platter..so i juz left them to their own..den they asked for the bill and wanted to talk to duty manager..KC went out..and it looked pretty bad..they wanted the website address and the Operations manager..dunno if they wanted my name as well..KC's face looked pretty black..so scary..i practically avoided him the entire night..
after awhile it got pretty busy so i was kinda ok..den things started to go wrong..some table wanted their dessert served..and guess wat..Hot Fudge was still doing..so..wat u want me to tell the customer?? the customer was nice..luckily..but i think KC went to offer them ice-cream..next was a table 5..they claimed that they ordered a Chilli Crab!! like HELLO..PP with chilli crab?? gosh..den..Harj came to ask me if i knew the soup had changed..apparently it was changed since KC did briefing..1stly, i didnt have any briefing..2ndly noone came to inform me the soup has changed..so i'm the greeter and going around telling everybody the wrong soup of the day?? so the greeter doesnt nitto know wats '86?? so wats the greeter for?? juz organise and sit the pple..it was the ultimate..and i went into the kitchen and broke down totally..
anyways, KC told me later wat the customer said..coz he needed to know what i told the customer in order to do his incident report..well, the customer wanted to complain about 5 things: 1. no chilli crab 2. the soup was cold 3. waited 45mins for their Seafood Platter 4.why was there no salmon and only say so late? 5. Server did not apologise
whatever la..so i give up..i feel so bad..KC asked me to help him close the cashier..well..it made me feel a little better..wanted to offer to wait for him till closing but he was going out..so nvm..anyway, mixed feelings i was having too..so well....
yesterday was pretty fun..work was boring..it was not even busy..sales was like $500??but i had fun with Sufi..with KC's hp..taking crap photos..haha..lets show it to everyone for a laugh..hee =)
did it make u laugh?? =P
outing to Vivo.. =)
went to VivoCity to catch Secret with Harj..gosh..i seriously think it's a gd movie..watching a 2nd time seemed to have pieced the story more together..makes more sense now..the 1st time i watched it was full of ???? . i wouldnt mind watching it again!! i'll buy the dvd as well..haha..jay chou fan..Harj thinks he's cute now..lol..yeah..when he has the naughty look..Kwai Lun-Mei is actually quite pretty too..initially thought y Jay chose her..but looking more at her she's actually quite mesmerizing..and i have to say this again..the pple playing the piano are POWER!! how i wish i could play like them!! kinda regret dropping piano.. =(
pretty boring day today..HQ pple came down pretty early..gosh..kinda spoilt the night..crowd only started at around 830..madness..couldnt wait for the day to end..it's been ages since my station was alfresco..kinda enjoyed it..coz..i neednt face the cold and the pple inside..my mind can take a rest..
got a sunburn from roller bladding on wed..still not better.. =(
wats wrong with me nowadays?? i shld stop thinking..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:26:00 AM
Friday, August 17, 2007
everything's fine now =) happy happy..except for the bad sunburn..
today passed pretty fast..prob coz my brain is pretty dead..
met bernard at 830 for breakfast..i didnt exactly have any appetite but managed to finish my burger..
opening was very fast..i opened bar, cut baguette and unstack all the alf chairs..madness..how come so fast??
lunch time dis regular of ours came..he wanted the shanks pasta (correct spelling)..none of us knew how to do so had to call KC for help..after explaning it so many times to the kitchen..they still didnt get it correct..omg..the customer looked so pissed and disgusted with his tomato sauce looking pasta..well..i went in to interrogate the kitchen..and did the pasta myself..at least i feel at ease..and u know wat?? the customer loved it..he finished it to the last bit of sauce and said this is one of the best he has tasted..yay!!!
dinner pretty busy..all the grp grp..yesterday also..i guess tmr will be even worse..gosh..but we managed to finish closing pretty fast! =)
hmm..no idea y..but it seems like the feeling is getting stronger..jac thinks it's no more fluttering but love..omg..really?? cannot be la..nothing has changed and hopefully will not change..hope he nvr finds out....if not..i'll juz run away..............
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:50:00 AM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
i juz need a shoulder to cry on.. =(
things will nvr be the same again..
supposed to be a happy outing..everything was juz ruined..
u shld juz stop thinking girl..it's making u confused..and giving u unwanted stress..making u miserable and unhappy..kicking out those thoughts will u leave u 100times lighter and 100times happier..
u know the one far away is nvr gonna come back..y pin ur hopes so high?? y wait for his sms or call?? y worry abt him?? dont waste ur time on a bastard who doesnt give a damn of who u are now..
the one u are starting to like doesnt like u..u and him are also 2 different worlds apart..he's a nice person..fun, out-going, crappy and full of jokes..but..stop thinking..u know it'll nvr happen..
the fren that u juz left at the bench..u saw that coming from the 1st time she mentioned..y didnt u control ur temper?? u always knew this friendship was always on thin ice..something was juz missing..
is fate to meet someone..it takes a long time to build a strong friendship..but all it take is something to spoil the entire thing..
i feel so lonely..all alone..i feel like i juz cant fit in..my character is too strong already..i need attention..
face it.
i juz need a break from life..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:17:00 AM
y cant life always be happy and stress free?? =( i'm juz so pissed and upset..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:31:00 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
some updates for the week..
my new shoes =)
Saturday was fine..went T2 with Harj to take stuff for PP (as usual)..ended up slping a little on the bus..but my mind was wondering as well..not very busy..slight queue..one guy didnt turn up but lucky alfresco wasnt busy..
Sunday..was bad..busy lunch, busy dinner..i was the greeter but had to hand it over to Mathee coz alfresco was pretty packed and there was no staff assigned to alfresco..moreover, there was a table for 14 seated outside!! and they ordered almost $350 worth of food..gosh..glad the day was over..
Monday..woke up at 7.15am..had to go T2 to meet Mathee coz he left his keys at the store last night..lol..i was there early at 8.45am..waited for him..he was abt 10mins late..den i rush down to PP to do opening..and guess wat..KC asked me to go T2 to take butter and cream..wat the..i juz came from there this morning!! not like he knew..but i whined and complained..and i still went..Mathee was shocked to see me again..but well..
Harj came to meet me around 3pm..i supposed to end work at 4pm..but guess wat?? for the 3rd time..i was on my way to T2..this time to take 1 pathetic bottle of lime juice..gosh..we went coz our bus fare was free anyway..but still..zzz..went to get some food at T2..Mathee recommended this place called Tong Shui Cafe..it's a HK cafe..the food pretty affordable..and special..not bad..
we wanted to Bugis to shop shop coz Harj wanted to get jeans and we wanted to get Sufi's present..KC came along with us..going out with him is pretty fun..he has lots and lots of stories..but..bad thing is that my mind will wonder..we had Sakae for dinner..KC's treat..so sweet =) he said it was for thanking us for always getting stuff for him..ya..everytime i in sch will call me ask me take stock from town..buy fish n chips vinegar..return some borrowed stock..blah blah... glad u appreciate us huh??
KC slept all the way back to PP!! haha..we're juz being mean..
went back to PP after dinner..wanted to pray for the first day of 7th month..i nvr actually seen the entire process and it was pretty interesting..except for the fact i was pretty brain dead and was leaning on anything/anyone..
Yesterday..woke up pretty early..had to go Bugis to pick up butter and cream again..y are we always out of butter can someone tell me??
got back to PP at 10.15 and realised that Sufi hasnt arrived..so i ended up doing opening as well..lol..
met XY for movie..SECRET!!! =) very nice movie..how i wish i get the piano scores for Secret!! i will master every single piece..it was amazing..the way their fingers move..was WOW..and the duet with the cross hands was POWER..if i could play a duet with jay chou like that i make sure i remember it for the rest of my life!!
after that..my fav.. K Box!! hehe..so fun..all but 2 S.H.E songs were out!! we sang many old old songs as well..so fun..a very different K Box outing this time round..
Donut Factory wasnt long queue so we went to get donuts..mmmmm..nice..queued only 10mins..record breaking huh?? =) Harj came to meet me den we went to shop shop around b4 going Swensons for dinner..yum..light dinner..den down to Fishy to KPO abit....
Donut Factory!!
Outing to Swensons..
At Fishy...
today went rollder bladding!! yay..long time since i bladed..so happy..we still could go so smoothly..but..the weather suddenly changed and we had to run back to PP b4 it poured..cant wait for the next bladding session!! i feel so much better after perspiring all out..i feel so unhealthy not exercising!! hehe..okays..going off to bathe..i think i stink.. =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 2:25:00 PM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
had fun tdy..had K Lunch with bro..ooo..almost all the S.H.E. songs were out!! yay!!! so fun..whack all S.H.E. songs!! =)
after that went to buy the shorts that i've been looking at Baleno..denim shorts with a little print at the back..$23..hmm..not v ex la..anyway, it's been a long time since i wanted a pair of denim shorts so might as well ya?? met harj..she wanted to change out of her clothes so we went Giodarno to shop..i ended up buying 2 tops..also $23..haha..but pretty nice..i always feel i run out of tops..dunno y..maybe coz i mostly buy sleeveless so sometimes abit headache when i dont wanna wear sleeveless tops..haha..
wanted to catch Rush Hour 3..didnt make it in time for the 3.45pm movie at The Cathay..walked all the way to PS and to our horror..the 4pm, 4.30pm and 5pm were almost sold out and the queue was SUPER SUPER SUPER long..grr..so we ended up walking back to The Cathay to catch the 4.45pm show..gd thing there..no queue..but..we were seated the 3rd row from the front..Rush Hour 3 was hilarious..gosh..we laughed so hard..it's worth the $8 movie ticket..even if it were $9.50 i would think it's worth..i wouldnt mind watching it again.. =)
harj and i continued walking along Orchard.this harj ah..see nice top den dont wan change out..juz cut the tag, pay and walk off..power..one day change 3 tops..haha....
thought we could catch mummy lily working at Wheelock..but..nah..she wasnt working..sads..missing her..qihui joined us at PP and slacked with her at Macs until just now..miss her too..she complain she bored of slacking..lol..i'm like working like mad..
Yesterday was my first National Day working at fishy..the past 2 yrs were spent at ushering at NDP..okays..we expected a not busy day coz it was at Marina Bay and all..but we were wrong..it was pretty crowded..not full house with queue but constant crowd and grps of pple..
anyway, bad news..the fluttery feeling that i had been having seem to have gotten worse..dunno y..muz be the coz of 2 things that happened last night..but well..i shldnt think too much abt them..i shldnt let myself get affected..i shld try to start avoiding before the feeling gets out of hand..hiaz..it's probably juz that i need something to cover the pain that has been left it my heart..it's unfair..but it's the truth..i juz nitto let go... =(
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:51:00 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
last 2 days past pretty smooth..monday wasnt exactly very busy..but it was very very messy..zzz..i was pretty pissed with our new full-timer..but lets not talk abt her..
last night was pretty fine..also pretty busy for a tuesday night..lately it seems like Fishy has become more and more popular..sales seem to be getting better as days go by..wow..Fishy really so nice or Singaporeans nowadays lazy to cook so all come out and eat??
did National Day decorations with Maricel last night..had fun..Maricel has many many stories to tell..i love listening to stories..esp late in the night..and there's only both of us..juz makes the atmosphere so nice and pleasant =)
it's a rare i blog so early in the morning..had to give KC wake up call..and..i decided that i shld juz skip that one hr of slp..BOO...KC's fault..haha...no la..KC is super lucky..most of the time pple msg me in the middle of the night my phone doesnt receive until 8am..or even if i do receive i usually either dont hear it, ignore the music or juz read and go back to slp..i could still reply him an OK, reset my phone alarm and wake up punctually at 7.15am and call him like so many times coz he didnt pick up..made me so worried at first..lol..hope this has no link to the feeling i've been getting lately.....
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 7:46:00 AM
Monday, August 06, 2007
The Emptines in my heart... =(
working on thurs night was hell..i seriously couldnt feel anymore worse than sleepy..
the past few days were all full full..from Friday all the way to this Wednesday it's 10am-11pm and 12pm-11pm on Thurs..Friday will be OFF..i dont care if it's a sch holiday, a Friday or there's not enuff staff..i seriously think by den i'll be half-dead already..today is already the 4th day but i'm still doing well =)
lately my heart has begun to flutter..to someone at fishy..hmm..no idea y...weird..it's like juz 1month and 1 day since that day....
well..i knew this fluttering is dumb..it's a definite no-no between us..come on..differences are so many..yeah..can be overcome-d..but..i knew i'll regret..like how i regret this previous relationship.. =(
decided to juz share a little with jac today..kinda regret..not because harj and her has been bugging..but i knew that this was juz some stupid phrase i was going through..that some part of me is juz empty..and juz wanna fill that empty space by turning my attention to someone else..so unfair to that person huh..
today last min decided to go to TM to take grenadine for pp..ran out of that..and we have been using red dye for Pink Passion..cheater..haha..
anyway, the ride to TM was fine..the bus had TV mobile so was pretty distracted...forgot that my mp3 player had no batt.. =( after taking the grenadine decided to take a cab coz i was too lazy to walk back to the bus interchange..ok..things started to turn wrong..the radio was playing all the emo songs..and..my mind went back to u..it's all u..u and u and u and u..seriously..it's a torture..i thought..the nights of crying had ended..i finally got my mind off u since genting..
i knew the fluttering in my heart will nvr be able to cover the emptiness u had left..probably next time..but not at this moment..not today..not in the next week..i finally understood the meaning of emptiness..the pain that i felt that pierced through my heart..the scars that u left..the tears that i weep..
i'm glad u like the bear..i'm happy that u called..although it sparked off a wave of tears..but i was glad the call came when i was on the way to storeroom with harj, not at fishy, not with anyone else..whatever u wanted to explain to me..one part of me wanna hear..the other i wish not to hear..coz..i dunno whehter i'll be happy or sad..i dont wan a part of me to go soft and wanna take u back.......................zzzzzzz this sucks..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:35:00 AM
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Fun Fun Days~!! =P
Sunday's signing at S.H.E. @ IMM was worth the wait!! Angel and I were there at 8.30am..took a cab down..too lazy to take the MRT..hehe..by 10am we were already sitting inside the tent..ooo..it was worth coming early..we were pretty near the stage!! so fun so fun..took a few videos..and attempted taking many pictures..they're so sweet in person!! haha..i'm mad..it's not my first time queueing for SHE and seeing them in person..but it was still so exciting!!
the best picture i have.. =)
however, bad news..my entire left cheek is swollen..zzz...think the past few days caused it..lack of water+lack of slp+ wisdom tooth growing..ouch..i took like super long to finish the burger we bought in the morning..
started reading my Harry Potter tdy..alamak..only less than 100pages 2 living creatures died liao..zzz...continued reading on the bus from IMM to PP..a pity it was a Sunday..most of the dentists were closed..i looked everywhere..finally Harj said her dentist closes at 9pm..happily i went to call the dentist..and they were closing at 5pm..zzz..sway or wat..hiyah..went to search around Bedok..b4 calling it a day and decide to go get noodles for dinner..yum yum.. =)
got Jeremy to replace me with opening on Monday..i seriously needed to see a doc..wanted to go Dr Liew..but guess wat..she was on holiday..zzz..ended up going to the one at Marine Terrace...waited nearly 1 1/2 hr for the doc..and i have a gum infection.. =( ouch..lucky i knew that my wisdom teeth were growing properly so i needn't pull tooth..i think if i had to pull i would faint.. =(
i still went to K Box with Angel and Trina..of couse.. how can i miss a K Box outing?? lol..i had fun..even though i had so much difficulty pronouncing the words with my swollen mouth..haha..
despite that..i still went to fishy to have dinner..continued my Harry Potter and i was done with the book by 2am that night..wow..this book is WOW..thats all i can describe..cool..all those who hafnt read the book..it's worth spending ur time on that 600+ pages!!! =P
the doc actually gave me 2 days MC but i still went to work on Tuesday..i need $$$$!!!KC's bday was the next day and we bought him bday present..the worse part was he discovered the cake and tried hiding so that we wouldnt sabo him for a bday rap..well..he still had it in the end..haha..so fun so fun..and i gave him a big hug.. =)
The birthday boy!!
a very busy tuesday..full house+queue..madness..ended up staying for inventory..initially didnt want to but go psychoed to stay by KC..well..we kinda regretted it..coz..big mama came down..and..well..harj and i felt like we were being watched and followed..zzz...
we didnt wait for the rest and told KC that we were leaving..crazy la..
Yesterday was so fun too!! rented a car..pick harj, qihui and we went to Smith Street coz harj saw this HUMONGOUS bao on TV and wanted to check it out..wanted park and there was this 2 girls who were driving went down the wrong side..turn out still wanna turn my lane..lol..pass driving cannot read sign??!!??
bao wasnt too fantastic..next stop was Punggol..wanted to show harj the nice nice HDB buildings that look like condos..nice nice..den we went to Compass Point and had a light meal b4 heading to The Cathay to catch .. a very very crappy movie..qihui and i were laughing our heads off the entire movie..lol..for those who can stand lamness and crappiness and juz want a laugh..go catch The Simpsons!! sure take ur mind off whatever stress you're going thru!!
the BIG BAO!! ate only the bottom..flip over still looks the same..haha.. The Simpsons!!
after movie went to Dempsy Road to have our Ben & Jerry's..mmm..ok la..the place..not bad..but..they didnt have ALOT of things..no brownie, no M & Ms, no waffle..zzz..den open for what..
next stop PP..we had some dinner..and den pick Jac & Ponty and we were at Velvet Dragon..the music was great!! met up with Sufi and KC joined us..so nice..but..different frequecy..we were the more dancing type, KC was the drinking type..so he left shortly to join his friends for a drink..Jac got high and drunk pretty fast and left with Ponty..danced danced..den qihui and i went out for a breather coz we were pretty deaf inside..i actually slept around 20mins outside..b4 shaken awake..went to get food and slack while we waited for Harj and Sufi to be done..
@ Velvet Dragon..
after sending Sufi home we went East Coast Macs to slack..b4 we all went home..
woke up late today..was late returning the car..lucky didnt kena penalty..phew.. =)
this few days have been wondering over certain things..hmm..am i falling for someone else already??? *shrugs* cannot be so fast right.. me and my playful heart..tsk tsk..
okays..gotta go work..meeting Harj..wat a long entry =P
