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happy halloween~
paikia71: hmm..5 reasons for prawns not that relevant huh? lolz..but it made me happy from the shock i received last night =)
today i was a horrible gal and went to work..heavy heavy rain..got my jeans all wet..horrible.somemore i opened outside and all the water from the chairs were all on me!! noreain didnt wanna let me do bar coz he say i strong and should be runner..i strong mehz?? i thought i super weak..going to faint any moment..on Friday and Saturday i was runner la..hm...wondered how i managed to live thru these two days huh??
anyway..it turned out that it was FAR from busy, considering it was the start of school holidays..the two TM girls were like asking me was it normal to have such business for a Monday..i ended at 3 instead of 5 since there were people on the floor..no use staying and getting pay and feeling so damn bored right? so i packed a captain hook and went home with Cherilyn..Cherilyn rules...she love Jay like me and has so many webbies with his stuff!! haha..i'm a dying fan of his..only can rap and sing all his songs, buy cd, watch his movie..dunno where to d/l his stuff de..she didnt know that can preorder his cd and get a SUPER big poster..haha.. so we rushed to sembawang to see if can get preorder and get the poster..she very lucky man..the cd come out already lah..supposed to be released tomorrow only lor..so she got the cd+the poster!! if only i brought my receipts den i can get my cd today too!!!!! nvm..tomorrow is just a blink away =)
i was put the Greeter..ah...Greeter super scary man..i think thats the part where i'm worse at coz i dunno how to persuade and make customers happy at all..however,it turned out quite well..hehe..there wasnt such a big crowd after all..it was quite fun, esp playing the creepy box challenge with customers..this lady and her family seated for the whole night..haha..i found out that she was the one who called in the morning..at first i thought was some spot check but it's actually her after interacting with her a few times! wow..they really celebrate halloween huh..i thought noone cares about halloween in singapore!
be greeter everytime must introduce soup of the day and recommendation..uhoh..i supposed to recommend salmon too!! i just realised..so caught up in halloween that i forgot to push salmon..oops.....aiyah..i talked about ghostly fish stuff until i dunno what i saying already.. grilled DOLLY with coriander pesto sauce (made of parsley, peanuts and garlic??) (with the garlic and cashew making the fish fragrant??) gosh..i made customers laughed didnt i..i also made myself laughed too..so paiseh....
argh..i finished the whole BK meal i bought..i think i sure grow fat man!! bad....
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:37:00 PM
~ let the tears flow..over the moutains..into the seas..to a place where i dont exist ~
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:05:00 AM
choices~
today went out to study with qihui @ kfc @ tamp urban..study half way both of us kinda lost mood, esp after this lady came in with dunno what kind of perfume or ointment lah..smell until get headache man..so we went TM to shop..
bought a dream catcher for Cat~!! hehe..it's v nice..dunno if really work or not..but i hope she gets sweet dreams everyday which will relieve her from the stress =P got dear another towel coz i dirtied his and he had to throw away..hehe..paiseh..
shifted to Water Rise @ PP instead..got my prawns from Old Chang Kye =) yeah.i love the prawns there..hmm..just wondering..prawns have effects on guys..do they have the same effect on girls? oops..............
eat eat eat, study study study..after that go home..eh..super not happening huh...
i have 5 choices tomorrow:
1. go for lessons at 10.15, meeting at 1pm
2. go for lessons at 10.15, meet dear dear
3. meet dear dear
4. work
5. go for lessons at 10.15, work at 1
i chose choice 4...y? ok..let's eliminate choice..
1: go lessons also i wont listen.sure end up playing com only lah.meeting also go there slack.anyway i come up with points already..report so many people do sure got conflict in sentence structure and stuff
2 & 3: meet dear dear can be any day..doesnt need to be tomorrow right?
5: work at 1-5..what a boring shift..don't like..no kick..
4: they need me!! no one wanna work (so far till 6pm today, now dunno if got pple put shift or not..)..so i am VIP!!! haha..no lah..they really need people mah..so i be nice and help =) hope they appreciate me though... =P
sorry dear.not that i dont wanna accompany u..restaurant needs me more ya? i know u sure say me..but that's my choice... =) lotsa love
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:47:00 PM
a pack of lies...
today wanted to crawl out of bed at 730 and reach school by 930..BUT in the end only squirm out at 830 and didnt leave the house until about 10..went to find alex coz mum wanted me to pay him the money for the supplements..ended up helping coz one person was late..lolz..i'm always doing free labour huh?? arent i nice? =)
reached school late..around 1115..but i was the 2nd..haha..not that bad lah..Biz Law meeting was quite screwed..talk so long but nothing seemed to come out..bad bad...we split up the parts into different sectors, each person take one sector and left the school at about 4..i felt like dying sia..my nose was not letting me off!! really didnt feel like working..in e first place not supposed to work coz actually i had an agreement with dad that i go for dinner with him..ah..so i told them i had to stay in school (those kind of stuff) and went to work..hmm..runner again~!!
anyways, it wasnt that bad..just that i bought baguette 3 times in 2 hours..the staff at delifrance recognise me liao lah..so paiseh..keep going there like mad woman to buy baguette.. sorry min..not that i dont wanna stay and help u until 10.30..i'm in a very difficult position..if u call my mum and explain to her it will get all of us into trouble ya?
by the way..i know what went wrong yesterday..okies..it's my fault..i didnt know..i'm sorry..i'll remember next time...
ARGH..should i work somemore or stop for exams?? i am so stuck in between lor..coz next week super alot of empty slots and i really feel that it's my duty to help........
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:59:00 PM
Near to tears.....
today wake up so early for MA presentation. apparently the group of them only went home at 12am lah..poor thing..i waited for them to send me the powerpoint and i chiong off to sleep..i'm soooo tired..i cant believe another day is over..
anyways, MA presentation was ok..it supposed to be only a 15mins presentation but we ended up taking half an hour..haha..hmm..our school internet suddenly died on us today..no way we could surf the net from 10.30am onwards..hiaz..once technology fails..we are left stranded..terrible..
went dear dear's house today..slack...suppose to go there sleep but didnt get any..haha..play play play watch tv tv tv..hehe..he can go work late today coz boss say can claim back the time he do OT..apparently..he forgot to call her..haha..and she thought he got into trouble and cannot come to work..i slept the whole entire bus ride to Parkway..manz..i'm so sleepy and tired..i really slept like a log lah..luckily i never miss the bus stop..if not uh-oh.die.....
sian..totally no mood to work..my leg so pain lah..never like wearing heels..moreover i already quite tall..wear heels feel like my center of gravity too high..anytime just topple over..
work..hmm..ok lah..wanna strengthen service and stuff..make everyone so stress...seems ok right..UNTIL...this table..their food never came..then i went to tell the manager..den he say nevermind..do it now..den about 10mins later he ask me if they got their food yet..and they hafnt..then he scold me..why i never follow up my service..can always offer them baguette or a basket of chips..how am i supposed to know?? ya..later i anyhow offer then kena scolded..say i no authority to make this kind of decision to give customer anything..coz it will be a lost to the company..FINE..i not at your lvl so i have totally no right to do this kind of thing unless i ask u first correct?later i serve already den must account for it..what if that day you think that it is not necessary and i just make my own decision to serve the baguette or chips?? usually, and so far, when this kind of things happen, we are not the one to do this kind of thing.the manager will personally go apologise and offer food since he/she is in charge that night..so..i dunno..you're stressed by the higher management..but no need to take it out on me right? say until i so terrible..in my whole entire 9+ months in working here, no one has ever scolded me the way u do. not even Ann even though i did get a terrible scolded from her one day for talking too much..
your scolded was totally a breaking point lah..luckily my will was strong enough if not i will be crying in buckets of tears and probably juz walking off at 9pm..i think someone told you something..anyway.you came to apologise..but i totaly lost my mood..ya..michelle thought i argued with my dear..and how come everyone seems to know that we almost broke up that night???
lastly..paikia71: may i please know who you are? no need to reveal yourself here if you dont wan to..you can sms me or call me or just let me know during work you're the one..if not i'm quite freaked out not knowing ya?? thanks..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:05:00 PM
AHH!!!!
HEY!! paikia71!! how can u put me with those weird pple at PP??!?!!?? am i that weird to fit in that category of 'PP superstars'?? hmm..maybe u should give it a try first den i follow u =)
today supposed to meet dear at 8am..but ended up having MA meeting at 830am in school..sad huh..i thought can finish like 12pm..but nah..by 12 we were not even half way there..den i thought..maybe 2...noo...never..even by 4, when the room expired, we still hafnt finish..i felt so bad towards dear (coz i told him to take thursday off) that i told them i really had to leave..
took a cab to dear's place..EH..i think i really getting short-term memory..i left my wallet in school!! damnit..had to call dear to come save me from the cab.. =( sobz..what a bad thing.somemore i was bickering with the cab driver...it was a very interesting ride..really..i realise i nitto go polish my hokkien b4 i could go talk back,if not sure lose man...
went back to school to get my wallet..found out i left my waterbottle there to..den went to Suntec to watch <> cool show..i enjoyed it thoroughly..took 196 home with dear..hehe..he long time never send me home le..when we reached my place it just started raining..so i told him i would shelter him over to the other side den he take a cab home..after sheltering..it started pouring like mad..i was so afraid the bus stop would flood!! sat there for about half an hour but the rain did not stop =( luckily dad offered to fetch me..if not maybe i still sitting there now!!
my MA group now still in school trying to finish the project..gosh..i thought it was just presentation tomorrow? what happened?? gosh..i cant believe it............
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:19:00 PM
Wednesday 26th October
Business Law presentation!! last night couldnt wait for Uday to send me my slides..i was falling asleep on the com at 1am already.so i set my alarm at 6am so that i have sufficient time..waking up at 6 is not easy man..i was practically dragging myself out of the bed to the computer..i did the slides and wanted to print..wah..i left so little paper..just nice to print all the stuff out man..
was late for class coz i left the house later than usual..luckily we were the 2nd group to present = to 1 n a half hours later..hehe...all of us were like panicking lah..moreover the prof shot the group before us..apparently they did not cover much on their main topic but when to cover others as well.. our presentation was quite messy..i think i was talking gibberish again..haha..actually i hafnt the slightest idea when to click lah..i just tikam guess guess only..lolz..but hmm..overall i think we did ok!! =)
bought lunch from kfc and went home to eat..den go SBA to pay the remaining fee for the umpire's course b4 going back to school for MA meeting..in the end..it wasnt much of a MA meeting..i did everything but MA and then it was times up for singing lesson...
AS usual.i was the first..waited until about 7pm..den Chris (instructor) appeared and apparently, the lesson supposed to be cancelled today lah...kaoz...they supposed to send me email..y i never receive??
did not go back to school for AS..just went back to PP to get some bread and go home..walked past Fish & Co...hehe..MIN!! your eyes are sharp..seldom people spot me walking outside!!
played some piano..super rusty liao..only stopped for...lets see..4 months?? sobz..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:53:00 PM
Tuesday 25th October
paikia71: laughing over someone elses misery?? people wanna cry liao u still can haha..... -_-""
anyway..today supposed to be my off day but gotta go to school for Biz Law meeting...tomorrow got presentation and it seems like we are far from being done!! oh no... luckily it turned out quite well..we finished by 2.30pm..yeah..i was afriad we had to stay in school the whole entire day...
wanted to leave but started raining like as if the rain wanted to cry everything at once..scary..waited until around 3.30 before i could leave..went to study at PP Macs with Qihui..den shifted to Water Rise.. i finished AS and writing out what i'm going to present tomorrow..AS interlude was fun..i was like talking and debating with myself..
now..taking a short break b4 i chiong finish the AS presentation and print one for the prof..Uday say he can only send me his part at 1130pm?? hiyoh..what time can i sleep?? 1? 2? 3?? or not tonight!! no...tomorrow gotta chiong until night for MA report in school............i need someone to destress me!!!!
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:12:00 PM
tired~
*yawnz* supposed to go home and sleep.but until now still hafnt touched the pillow..haha..
AS presentation was horrible..i think i was talking rubbish the whole entire thing..even though the slides were put infront of my face and i just had to rephrase, i still spoke gibberish..bad..i think it's just the monday blues..
had a super mini Biz Law meeting..didnt seem at all productive though =) went with them for lunch.i ate nothing lah..as usual...den go for MA meeting...wah..tough man..do the report..do 2 days le still cannot finish..moreover i lack of sleep..attention span super short...around 4.30 cannot take it anymore..no point staying on right? so go off..
last night i slept at 2am and woke up at 6am!! i set my alarm so that i could catch my mum before she goes to work at 6.45am..phew..the black ink cartridge could be found..so i got my stuff printed!! yay~!!
slacked the whole entire night.........................................
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:40:00 PM
punctuality
i totally cant stand it when people are not punctual..everytime there's a meeting i'm always the earliest..today is no different..i was the only soul sitting in the GSR till 8.15am..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 8:22:00 AM
hmm..
argh...i'm so pissed..just found out that my printer has no more black ink after finding the stupid cd to install..how am i going to print my assignment to hand up tomorrow???!!!?? somemore i asked my brother if need cd to install the printer he say no need.just plug the thingy in and it will be ok..rubbish..took 20mins to find the cd..install so long now no ink..damn suay sia..
i'm super stressed now..need someone to come comfort me =(
anyway..lets talk about today.maybe i can get my mind off the inkless printer.. today morning chiong this assignment lah..then suddenly got stress attack..super stressed up and my hands turned cold..not only about this assignment lah..got some other factors i cant mention here coz of something else..will mention later...
oh..bryan smsed me today..i kinda got a shock? long time never contact liao..he asked me to go watch movie with him next week..hmmm..still consdiering....
went to Alexandra Village for lunch..couldnt eat a single thing..totally no appetite at all..then went to Creative to get my earphones (finally!!) and then drove to tampines to meet qihui to study..gosh..i think that ride from Jurong to Tamp left my leg numb..thats the furthest i drove in my enter life..highway all the way manz..
continued my assignment..did the summary of it and ate a lasgne..we sat at kfc and pizza hut was next door.since kfc and pizza hut were kinda merged they said it was ok to bring food..ok...then around 6 i was thinking what to eat for dinner and had this craving for fish! so did qihui..haha..so we went to PP..eh...reach there not hungry liao..so stand outside decide whether to go in..ok..decide on Fish & rice and sat down..today not busy..apparently the table beside us was some CEO of some company..qihui knew that guy and no server came to serve him even though they sat there super long looking around.....
food came..was great! duh..Fish & Chips rulez..even though i never liked fish after the bone incident many years back..it was so tempting that we tucked in straight away..but as usual few bites then stop le..i finished my assignment before we left..qihui treated me coz she said the last 2 times i treated..lolz...we went for bubble tea (she treat again!! so paiseh..qihui..thanks~!!) then go home..
anyway..i was quite pissed..WHY? i just found out that some people just had to give information out once they received it..happened twice this week and its linked back to the same person..haiz..i feel so upset..i think i should just limit what i say next time..only can tell 1 person everything..from sec 3 till today..still no change =) u know who you are and i love you for it!! the other 2 whom i'm quite close to..erm..almost everything..but not everything!! and i should just keep my mouth shut the rest of the time..hate being back stabbed and cant tolerate people who just wanna get information from you..gets on your nerves..
hmm..trying to change the format for my blog..argh..i'm a computer idiot..anyone wanna help me with the formatting for my blog??
=cacagrass in despression mode... =
~ i need someone to clean away the tears when they fall tonight~
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:22:00 AM
It's Saturday??
wow..wake up at 6.45 to drag myself to school for Business Law lecture..hiyah..in the end go there play 3hrs of maple story..failure..the girl beside me playing Gunbound..haha..not much better..just that the people behind us got lots of entertainment if they need it..haha...
after that had Business Law meeting..we booked GSR 3.7 but took GSR 3.6 since 3.6 had a very good view while 3.7 doesnt..and 3.6 had noone..hehe..ok..had some kind of very failed debate..i no nutz about Business Law!! or..basically and putting it simply, i know nothing..
whilst getting lunch, an accident happened right outside the SESS building..apparently the bus hit a motorcyclist and his helment flew off with a big gigantic crack on the mirror of the bus..his face all covered with blood..sobz.........
dear went to see doctor..got mc..poor thing..think too tired le den fall sick
stayed until around 5.40pm den went off with Lester to his place..hehe..he volunteered to drive..so nice..his condo's swimming pool is LOVELY..it cant be described by me..really..at first i didnt believe him when he told me he has the nicest swimming pool in singapore..
went to the chalet..so difficult to go in manz..luckily got me as the direction teller =) reached there le and Mark told us to go Pasir Ris Interchange and pick a girl..went there but found out the girl had someone picking her up..Lester kept saying it was FAR..lolz..Lester..u hafnt tried driving from my place to Science Park early in the morning EVERYDAY..far+slow coz of heavy traffic..i think u will faint..hehe..
Mark's chalet was cool..BIGGGG..and LOTS OF FOOD!! a pity i wasnt hungry..think coffee spoils my appetite..everytime drink liao feel like puking..wonder why huh..wah..i love bbq food..tried one sausage but totally cannot take it..cake cutting was long..haha..make speech, take photos..and after the blowing of candles and the cutting of cake he was thrown into the swimming pool and thrown flour+whipped cream..tradition huh?? =)
dad & mum came to fetch at 9.45pm as requested..i drove Huifen home then went to Fish & Co and get something from Alex before coming home to SLACK (as usual??)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:54:00 PM
Friday, 21st October 2005
oh my..i just read all the comments in one go and it made me laugh like crazy...remedy for my tired soul ya =)
I'm a naughty girl..i woke up soooo early..6.45am!! but at 7.30, i decided not to go for MA..bad....dunno if i missed out anything or not..cant wait for my MA test results..i'm VERY sure i wouldnt get a zero this time round..i suspect i'm the only one who got zero coz the prof said i gotta work much harder..oops..100% is 6/8..hope i get at least a 4..hehe..
went to find dear..today our anniversary mah..then of coz i'm a nice and sweet girlfriend (he agrees to this!! haha.. oh..and he said he is very 幸福..eh..i think it means happy and blessed??) anyways..back to the point..i brought my whole entire collection of cds so that we can listen..haha..such a short time yet i brought the whole collection of hmm...30+ cds? we only got to listen to 1+0.4+0.2.. of coz i couldnt help but sing and i still sound good =)
went to school to pass up my AS homework..just that short 10mins..edward called me and asked me to get stuff from glass house.lucky guy..if i wasnt at school no way will i go to glass house!! actually i had my remaining time calculated before i start work..i wanted to get dinner (coz i hafnt had anything to eat the whole day..) and go home and chiong my AS presentation and do abit of the individual assignment..by the way..they are all due on monday n i have not started...oh no....hiyah..go glass house..say what cannot all congregate behind the bar..ya..so obvious seeing that there lah..and no one seem at all interested to attend to me..not even the manager-on-duty..and he had no idea that PP wanted to take stuff from them..must call edward and find out who he contacted..i still got a earful from him for not finding out which manager we spoke to -_-"" its not my fault right..how am i supposed to know that u have 4-5 managers on duty?? everywhere i go max is 3 and they all dont hide in the office+they wont let me stand there like a sotong..ya..now u can tell i wasnt in the best of mood..i'm hungry and tired..
wanted to bring the stuff when i went to work..HOWEVER..they was a handful of veg and i was afriad it will spoil..so i took the stuff straight to PP..super heavy man!! ya..i was quite pissed off so i practically ignored everyone in the restaurant..just delivered the stuff and walked off..went to BK and got some food..yum yum =)
work was tiring..it felt like a Saturday!! full house from 7pm, coz there was a group of 25 people!!! sales was good~ i didnt stop moving until i ended shift at 10pm..moreover the food i had before work make me thirsty very quickly..as usual..somebody irritated me..lucky i super high tolerance rate if not i would have just told her off!! i did tell her off once..on a Saturday when she kept bugging me like a freaking noisy beetle..yucks.never liked beetles..
talking about beetles there was one when i got home..in the toilet!! eeeeuuuwww...i got macs for dinner..didnt finish.scared fat..haha..anyways.gotta go slp..long day..lessons at 8am, meeting at 11am, another lesson at 2pm and got a chalet at 7pm...................
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:34:00 AM
chiong ah..
super tired!! everyday i sleep soOOOOoooo late..wake up so early....
today do full shift..i still wake up at 7..went to work at 11 but only start at 12..crazy huh..too enthusiastic liao..today min paid me by 1hr he owe me on Tuesday..hehe..so nice of him...did bar from morning to night..night time was terrible..almost full house sia!! was stuck there doing all the freezes and stuff..my amount of ice always put wrong..end up my jungle freeze tasteless!!
tired.. *snore*
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:22:00 AM
lala..
LONG DRAGGY DAY..
MA meeting took the whole afternoon..didnt do much of the report either..bad bad..
singing lesson was cool..i went throught all the exercises super smoothly..amazing..usually i'm the one who is always tensed up and nervous but miraculously i relaxed all the correct muscles and concentrated on my voice!! YAY!! half way to being my professional singer!!
BUT BUT, that happiness didnt last long..after that we had to choose a song to sing..so i chose stefanie sun's tong lei （同类） coz that's the song huimin said i sounded like her and i think it was a slower song with not a very big range..but dunno y..i think the sound too loud.i hear my own voice and i found it very weird that day..usually at k box dont feel so..and then..i sang all out of tune!! so paiseh....... =(
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:40:00 PM
R.I.P.
BGS test was a killer!! bad..out of 3 i could only ans 0.5+0.5+0.3. That's very very bad?? actually all the topics that came out i studied..just that not well enough and didnt take it seriously to go memorise all those freaking facts..and since secondary school i've never been good at defining words..i'm good at facts..but not those definitions..never good in chem & history..so much stuff to remember!!
surprise drink didnt turn out to be a surprise..hehe..too excited liao..den just tell him everything..but he was quite happy that i go find him =)
after that went to study with qihui again..decided to bring bro out for dinner coz mum and dad were both not around..morning dad go overseas.night then mum come back from Bangkok..no fair..she go shopping..i also want..
craving for fish..so went to get captain's hook!! min on duty..apparently alex went for toe operation (kick wife? lolz).. he asked me to do maintainence for an hr and so i did..hehe..quite easy lah.no cleaning today.just arrange all the photos...whilst standing at the cashier and waiting for instructions..customer even come to ask me for staf..wah..i got that waitresses look issit??
fish was GREAT!! i love garlic lemon butter..never liked garlic but garlic lemon butter rules!!
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 9:47:00 PM
Slack and Study??
Hiyah..lessons start at 10.15am but went to school early in the morning for Management Accounting project..hmm..ask me come on time..in the end i reach at 8.50am still no one there....SIGH..
anyways..after class went out with Steven. Went to watch <<40-year>>. The show super crap!! gosh...how can any guy in the states still be a virgin at 40yrs old? lolz..
qihui called in the middle of the movie..bluff her and myself that i in school doing project..damnit..just to make myself feel better right?? i confess!! i'm slacking!!!
after the crappy movie i went to meet her to study..sad thing..steven not feeling well..think he getting a fever...got cooling tea (liang cha) for him to surprise him tomorrow...hehe... =)
bad bad..i think i'm having super mixed feelings..on one hand so many cunning stuff up my sleeve..on the other hand so stressed up over the BGS test tomorrow!!!!
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:51:00 PM
Claire's house~
Fun fun day!! drove around singapore. went to bras brasah to have lunch before going to sim lim square..hmm..the first time i remember going to sim lim square was with bryan which was in..let's see..june?? i dont recall going there before that..wasnt very crowded but the carpark was packed! so had to park across at the other building and brave the rain to sim lim.the main aim was to go search for my Creative earphones. failed lah..seems like no one carries their earphones..only the mp3 players or their headphones..sad..
rained the whole day..went to Claire's house..picked huifen along the way..her house is beautiful man! so nicely renovated..i especially like the sofa/sitting area or would it be called the living room? it is sooooo comfortable!!! the food was great~!! Claire! you're a great cook!! how i wish i could cook like that man... everyone from group 46 came but Mat. cool huh..actually we wanted to go home at around 9 as we had many things to do.but talk talk chat chat..then eh? 10pm le..lingsze,mark and lester drove there.i packed into lingsze's car and she drove 3 of us home.. *yawnzz*
sobz..Fariz said my blog is boring..anyone else finds that too? maybe i should stop complaining about my life and talk about the happier parts??? yeah..i know..i think too much..but that's me isnt it?
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:59:00 PM
The Truth
Just reached home not too long ago. was out with alex chatting..
anyway, i feel much better today. yesterday lah..hiyah..quarreled with dear then break up..he chose it..not me!! well, i was sad yet quite pissed..alamak...he still dont understand what i was angry about..going to call him later..
this morning i made a surprise visit to his place. waited downstairs for almost an hour coz he hasnt wake up yet..i'm so silly right..anyway..patch back le lah..so i guess everything should be fine..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:54:00 PM
Friday, 14th October 2005
I'm in the most horrible mood anyone can describe right now. no blog today. see tomorrow..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:32:00 PM
BUTTER!!
OOOooOOO...tiring day today..
morning was slack..at first it was so boring..only like 3-4 tables..den suddenly the crowd came but i couldnt stay and help coz i had an exemption test at 4pm..
went to suntec to get some stuff before heading to school..test was simple..writing in PROPER english is no problem for me man..is just the gp essay writing part where i cant seem to get the point in...
started at 5pm instead of 6..alex showed me how to cook the pasta once..actually i got some points from dear on cooking the pasta..so i suppose shouldnt be a problem..
orders started flocking in..my first attempt on a pasta was a coriander spaghetti..gosh..now then i realise i forgot the wrasse fish for the coriander spaghetti..Oops..lucky got no complain..hmm..it looked good!! haha..i very proud of myself..
the kitchen people bully me!! haha..no lah..they play play only..see i girl then nice to push around..nevermind..i will survive!! i carried 12kg of seafood..to them..amazingly its not THAT heavy..it seems that we need alot of butter for operation..keep getting butter for the sauce..OH..that reminds me..i heard 20 blocks of butter instead of 20grams of butter..GOSH..made a fool of myself..anyway..i helped a little with closing..cleaned the cooking area and the pantry area..managed to transfer the soup into the containers..my..its super hot lor..haha...but i had fun although it was tiring..oh..i went out to help for about an hour coz it was full house!! terrible..running around customers smelling of fish.. =)
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today supposed to do 12-5 but extended to 6 as Min wanted to do maintanence..i cleaned out the whole entire bar chiller (Brrr..got my fingers numb from the cold), the bar area and the cupboard+ the area near the runner station..also went to buy stainless steel polish to polish all the metals parts..lolz......my..so accomplished..hope it is much cleaner..think they going to scrub the bar tonight..i volunteered to help Min with the bar display..he wants to take down every single bottle and clean..no problem~ i dont mind spending the night cleaning it!!
singing class..hiyah..i still cant get my throat to obey me..as USUAL..the people were late again..damn it..started only at 7 lah..NOT FUN K..always make me wait for you all and only go off so late..
went to get fish nuggets..today last day!! Both Min & Noreain very funny the whole of today..haha........crappy..kinda miss alex's prescence though..it's just different...
halloween is round the corner and we have new promotions for the food and drink..and got games!! sounds like fun huh..wheelock and glass house are actually dressing up for the occasion...cool..kkZ..must go start on all the projects..they are driving me mad~!!!
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 9:40:00 PM
Thank you Alex for being there to give me advice~! You made my day..
lol..i saw the comment posted by Annonymous..thanks for correcting me..by the way who are you??? people reading my blog, if you wanna leave a comment please go ahead! I would prefer if you left a name letting me know who you are.. i rather you be straight forward then leaving me hanging in the air guessing who you are..anyway..its Noreain not Norein..asked him today =)
i initiated a break today..very not straight forward..i said we remain friends..dear agreed but seems like never..i felt sooo bad the whole day..also had no idea whether to feel happy or sad if we really break up..all i know i super stressed up with all the projects liao..no more energy left to search myself whether i feel sad or happy..
huimin gave me some advice but was having meeting so couldnt make much out of it..so confusing..
wanted to go parkway and get dinner before going for meeting but didnt feel the slightest bit hungry so slacked a little while at fish n co before going to meeting..meeting was more fun today.at least we had an aim to finish something..wanted to finish by 9 but budgeting was so tough that we only completed around 9.15..went to break talk to get some bread as it was the last day of the $1 promotion and i hafnt had dinner..get bread liao still got no mood to eat so makes no difference anyway..
went to look for alex..told him i would go find him to ask some questions..eh..actually dont know where to start also..too sensitive topic already..anyway..got some answers from there..reminded me of what Cat told me few months back..talked and crapped and now i feel so much more relieved and happier..i feel much lighter now =) Alex!! everytime i stress i come talk to you k? then i will feel better already...hehe..
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:55:00 PM
SOBZ..
Just reached home from school. long day.had a night MA meeting and was too tired to take a bus home so called dad to come and fetch me.
did morning shift. super slack..it has been a long time morning shift has been so slack.summore got 3 of us doing opening so it was also done very fast..min is quite strict about handphone usage..sorry..i just wanted to show you a crappy message alex sent!! by the way, i did bar. 1st time do cappucino..hehe..hope it's nice.. =)
dear come fetch me from work then went Orchard coz he has meeting at 3pm. i went borders to read a book and got sooooo engrossed..apparently they were very busy and meeting didnt start until about 3.45pm..anyway..after meeting we had lunch/high tea/dinner (???which one appropriate manz...) at Suki Sushi @ Cineleisure.. on the way he was telling me about the supper outing with his friends..erm..ya..and said something which was damn hurting lah..think u thought it as a joke but unknowningly hurt me lah..
bad..he flared at me.say i complain too much =( fine..my standards very high ya..what to do..that's me right..scold me somemore..sobz..first time got said by u until like this..u tried to make up by telling me to forget about the sms..but i already got the full blow from it..come one..how can i not when i was super stressed out with the MA meeting not knowing where to start off and you sent me this kind of sms trashing me down to bits.. i really dont know what to do from here..
told qihui the whole story..she agreed that it's not my fault and gave me some advice..argh..my head is in a whirl..........................
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:15:00 PM
normal day...
SUNDAY!! OFF DAY!! REST DAY!! haha..i need the rest badly dont i..
got driving practice after 2 weeks..lolz..went to many many places..think my driving has improved.. =) dont feel so freaked out on the road anymore..heehee..
hmm..just now like got alot of things to talk..now like suddenly no more liao..hiyoh...i think my memory getting very short!! lolz...
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:42:00 PM
A fruitful day
Just reached home from work. Had a tiring but fun day today..anyway, lets talk about yesterday first..
Test was quite ok..I think I shouldnt get a zero this time round..haha..studied with qihui in the afternoon den went to Stadium Waterfront with qihui to take part in the CATS jigsaw puzzle thing..wah..so many people..know that i sure would not stand a chance but just stayed on to see the fun..hmm..actually not that easy one lehz..at first i thought it would be very simple like the car one the last time round when The Straits Times was having its 50th anniversary.oo..for this.when you're chosen, must choose a letter, memorise a poem which is the sequence of turning the lock to open the safe to the $10,000..sia lah.choose so many people all cannot go past the 4th line..then came to the last person..wow..either she super pro or they just give way..she got it!! lolz..anyway.congrats to her!! $10,000 is ALOT of money to me ya?
Today I went for facial with mum and aunt in the morning..feel super clean after that =) mum actually topped up money say i should go every month on my own since it's so near school..lolz..had lunch then went home..worked from 6-11..i went there around 5.30pm and found out that fish nuggets was at it's last 4 days!! so sad..wanna eat..i thought the manager i was talking to was narwin (dunno how to spell) and i said i must eat before it ends and he ask me to eat now and he treat..so nice!! of course i paiseh lah..so i went outside and thought the manager sitting outside was min..dumb.i got it all wrong..haha..min was the one who offered me fish nuggets =)
anyway..it was a hell of the night.only four of us and 3 managers..kitchen got 5 people only..super big crowd..and my nose was giving way..leaking like mad..supposed to end at 10 but extended till 11 if not like very bad..only 2 of them will do closing lehz..but we ended quite early miraculously..i help alex with the closing stuff then we went home......
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:58:00 PM
Eh? TEST??!!??
Been super busy studying for MA test today. Supposed to be now but the prof decided to go through the lecture before starting the test..
Tuesday: Watch corpse bride with Steven. Not bad. Quite a crappy movie
Wednesday: Supposed to have a BGS meeting at 12pm. But one girl couldnt make it so it was cancelled. sigh..i booked the room means it was forfeited... what a waste.. met Qihui instead and studied, went for Singing class.. today there was 3 people instead of 2. the girl decided to turn up. then continued studying with qihui and had dinner before buying a cake and going home to celebrate the maid's birthday.
Yesterday: Supposed to have Business Law meeting but was cancelled since one guy was unable to make it and the rest of us had to study for MA test today.. so i went to meet steven instead. had sushi for lunch..hee..long time no have sushi le..then took cab to school (he paid)..so sweet..but didnt attend lessons coz i suddenly felt like dying..my nose super blocked..so i met Qihui and we studied instead.. i finally finished studying MA!!! hehe..but i felt super horrible..got a chocolate for Alex.. hoped he appreciated it =) when i went home got slight fever..felt so terrible last night.. suddenly wake up at 11.30pm and very wide awake and feeling like i wanna puke..message dear and he hafnt sleep yet.. whew..luckily got people still awake to calm my nerves =)
Today: bad bad..i set my alarm clock to 7am. woke up but went back to sleep and woke up at 7.55am..damn it..i had to take a cab to school which costs a freaking 12 bucks!! coz of all the CBD charged.. grrr... why are there so many ERP gantries in Singapore but doesnt boosts traffic flow???
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 8:42:00 AM
longgggggg day...
Still kinda super sad that i didnt get to work on Sunday night.. =( Alex!! did u see the msg i left on the computer??
Today studied one whole day with qihui at kfc Parkway Parade..hmm..managed to complete some stuff..hehe...today the new manager (min) started work..he seems quite friendly..hopefully he remains this way =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:21:00 PM
What's wrong??
What's wrong with blogspot? have been trying to put yesterday's blog up till today still cannot publish..sigh..
boring day today..very draggy..mum dont allow me to work.. =( still dont understand..as if i cant manage my life..sigh...
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 5:50:00 PM
ARGH!!
damit.i just finished the whole entire blog from tues-sat and its all gone..nevermind..i have patience.do it again..
ok..been busy the whole week so haven't had the time to write my blog..so now i shall start from Wednesday -Saturday..
Wednesday: dear..i am so sorry..i know is your offday but cannot accompany you..had alot of meetings..one at 12pm one at 3pm then singing class in the night..sorry.hope u understand ya? s
Singing class was not bad..realised that my voice isn't as good as what everybody thought it was..he said that i let out too much air when i sung..haha..anyway.think its going to get tougher as the weeks go by..
Thursday: Creative Thinking presentation!!think i lack of self-confidence man..when i did it i thought my presentation was quite good...but after seeing other people's i started to panic..i thought that mine was kinda non-professional.other's have like 1 pic per slide or movie form but mine is like 5 pics per slide!!anyway..in the end it turned out to be quite smooth..lolz..
Friday: the whole day wasnt too bad until at night when i went to work..at first was quite empty..den suddenly around 7+ the crowd started coming..dunno how come i become the greeter..stuck at the door..wah..super stressed man!! not supposed to stay for inventory because usually its only 2 people but alex asked me to stay so that i could have supper with him. so i stayed lah..he put me in charge of inventory.say if the numbers do not match wth his den we cannot go off..hmm..in the end not all the numbers matched..duh..so he just made sure that the more important ones were matching..after that went to have supper near parkway..some of them ate.i didnt..had a drink (Green Tea).. they also ordered beer..after that go home..alex abit drunk..must be..keep asking me to go his house -_-"'..oh ya..earlier he ask me go his house to play mahjong..i told him i dont mind but didnt have any clothes to change so he said play strip mahjong.............dotz.............
Saturday: today!! cut my hair!! short!! at first i thought it was quite horrible but emily said that i looked better in this hairstyle..emily!! u made my day~!! hee... went out to study with qihui at macs but got chased out..the manager say there wasnt enought seats for her customers..then how about those people who are studying but they bought drinks? isnt it very unfair to them? but we didnt buy anything so we diam diam and leave lah..haha..we shifted to fish n co..lolz..we sat there from 5pm-8.30pm but only ordered 2 drinks n fish n chips..haha..but i very nice lah..at first we had the sofa seats right..den i gave it up so that it could be give to other customers..we shifted to a 2 seater..so nice right!! =) now qihui's at my house..ok..gotta go study..chiong ah...
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:37:00 PM
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