-the colours of my life-

i'm looking forward to party 1 tmr..and part 2 on sat!

so many things i wanna say..i managed to share most of it on Sat..it was like a relieve to finally say it out..i so really wanted to tear..but i managed to hold back..be strong!

i wanna sing k..waiting for Dave to jio..wahaha..my voice is getting better soon!

work work work.....so happy to b back at T2 on Mon..feels so homely..i'm still permanent resident of T1 till Shanon comes back...oh wells..T1 isnt that bad..fun working w e pple there too.. (:

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oh yay! exams have ended! WEEEE..lets see.how did i spend my time after exams? lie on my sofa..see a doc...eat rice n watch drama serials...how sad..i shld b outside having fun!! falling sick seriously sucks..n this morning i was so afriad i couldnt make it to exams cuz i was shivering from e inside! aiya..haha..mind over body..i survived!

omg..i realised today i hav so many bills to pay..i totally forgot that i have a citibank card which does not debit directly from my account...shit shit shit..i totally overspent this month..Jay Chou n e watch was e big killer...ahhhhhh..cal is in deficit! n i cant work to earn more $$ cuz i'm sick..crap..rarely take mc but i'm now on 2 days mc..!

ok think happy..jay chou is so worth..since i finally managed to buy it online! n e watch...its really nice..of all e 1000++ watches in e shop this particular one caught my eye..it should mean something ya? and i got it at 30% discount..so it was a great deal too!

lols. blog tmr. sick pple shld slp...

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nothing major happened this week..work.study.work.stop work..study! met up with Dave n Gerald to study..gd gd..productive..i like! thanks dave dave for sending me here n there..wahaha.. HD AH! (:

ever since my poor toe got it's huge injury earlier this yr i've been putting off playing badz for fear tat e nail will drop out..but..still went to play on Tues w SH n her frens..feels superly good holding e my bao bei racket n wearing my bao bei shoes once more..pity didnt get tat much of a workout..but i still suffered from a pain left waist n right butt..weird..

travelling around singapore tat day..had dim sum w jh at pp..den meet sh at paya lebar..go yio chu kang..den go bugis eat fish head steamboat..den go tamp to eat ice cream..lol..FAT AH!! all e workout wasted..i shld hav joined dave at east coast to study at nite..haha..

yst was suddenly looking at my bro..den was thinking back wat was i doing this time 6yrs ago..............i think i was:

in TPJC. juz broke up. damn upset. in depression. having fun with C Maths. playing my last inter school game at Tamp Sports Hall. handing over as badz captain. oh wells...haha..

i really nitto lose weight..feeling e tummy coming..ARGH..but today JH said that i looked fatter 2 yrs back judging from our Taiwan photos..eh..maybe is juz THAT particular photo i look fat..e rest look great! i was like comparing with other pple my fatness today..oops..ok..i shld juz lose all that unnecessary fats n stop complaining! (:

back to MA...

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feeling tat i'm starting not to understand myself..wat is wrong with 2010? issit e fact with me being a tiger n this yr being The Year of the Tiger?

babe u're right. it all started because of this kiss on 1st Jan 2010..everything went haywire from there and den..how shld i put it...spinning out of control..totally..

i'm a coward..i cant face e music..not only could i not tell u..i carried e burden with me n contd our trip..i'm sorry i treated u tat way..i was angry with myself n took it out on u..i hope u understand..it took me lots of courage to tell u cuz i really dont wanna hide it from u any longer..thank u qh for listening to me n my tears n giving me advice..love u lots..

forgiving myself is e hardest thing..but i promise u i'll try..i'm really glad u told me tat u hav forgiven me..i had a wonderful time last nite..it really felt like we went back in time..

argh i shld stop being so freaking emo..

so tired.

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wish JH a happy happy birthday! we went Marche for lunch..den we wanted to go to this famous spa at ION Orchard..upon reaching there it really looked very ATAS..finally deciding on what to get..we were told that they were fully booked for the day..omg..so we headed to paragon..wow..also fully booked..no choice..so we called e same place we went to last yr..and off we go!

JH did the facial + body massage + leg massage..whereas i did a spa package which consisit of:

1. Cocoa scrub

2. Chocolate wrap

3. Heat therapy

4. Full body massage

the most xiong was the chocolate wrap..it felt really good to see my body covered in chocolate and wrapped in it..but it was really hot hot HOT! i was perspiring like crazy until e lady was like asking why i perspire so much that even my face is dripping wet! still..........SHIOK!

Thurs was last min studying with Dave Dave at East Coast Beach...hmmm..dis test like no motivation..no idea why...so i guess it was gd that he jio me out to study otherwise i think i'll end up not studying even if i'm at home..i guess cuz it's too near to final exams so studying for a MCQ test seems so unappealing!

Butter on Friday! Pam's bday..its e biggest grp i've ever had so far..mix of all friends! n bottles are so expensive..why oh why...i think i'll nvr ever hav such a big grp..either that...own friends open own bottle..so luan..anw, bottom line is TO HAVE FUN! music was gd too! weee.....

ok no more clubs and it's all books from now...

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my legs are so tired! going to stop work soon..nitto concentrate on exams....

presentation on friday sucked..didnt know wat i was talking..but i juz kept on talking..muz b too affected..

sat was my first day at T1..temporarily transferred there for a month to help out..first impression..cold n empty..maybe cuz e layout is straight and long..and it was so boring! me n ella were like playing games n eating non stop..omg!

nite went for Shanon's bday party..sh ella flav n i went early for happy hr..free entry too! cool...pam, bday girl n frens came ard 1030..n from there is fun fun fun! we gotta put some cake on shanon's face..haha..n shanon opened a henessy for us.. *loves loves*

lots of things happened recently..so extreme! oh wells..exams come FIRST!

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some things are juz so unpredictable..

some things juz make u really sad..

some things juz make u smile from e bottom of e heart..

some pple can nvr b forgotten n r parked in a special place of my heart..

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