-the colours of my life-

baby, if u ever see this:

i juz wanna tell u i'm sorry, i'm no longer e same person u know

e problem lies w me.i screwed up big time

i dunno how to tell u cuz i cant seem to put it into words

i can be ur best fren, cuz.. i'm not fit to b ur lover anymore

sorry for my weird attitude dis few weeks due to my frustration pent up inside me. i no longer know wat i want. i'm so confused.

.i love u.

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 6:28:00 AM

Genting was fun! e weather was good good GOOD! it was cloudy and foggy everyday..no rain, no sun! perfect! cool cool...

finally all e rides were open..and it wasnt v crowded! however, it was still considered peak period there n tix were ex...sad..but we still lots of fun!

EAT EAT EAT........FAT!

zouk was good good GOOD! lots of drinks....whisky coke, vodka coke, whisky sprite, apple vodka, flaming lambo, dunno wat pop (still cannot get it) and e list goes on.....music was quite good too! club hopping...

thank u diao for trying to book a table, jit for coming down, ivy for attempting to take leave the next day but u still made it down even though u hav an impt meeting! janet for coming with ivy :)

ella for coming even tho u're working 7am! love u lots

flavian for accompanying ella..haa..n u barely know me..PLAY next k! haa..

pam for still making ur way down after covering shift till 1am

john for coming after work, bringing us to supper and sending me n pam home

thank u everyone for e bday wishes :)

LOVE U ALL! :)

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:47:00 PM

CNY was GREAT! non stop fun fun!

Mahjong, club, outings :)

going to genting tmr..not sure y but i dont feel as excited as i shld be..

not feeling myself recently..i feel confused..wonder y..

y muz things always be so complicated?

had bday dinner today..unusually early cuz i'll only be back on genting on Wed..afraid that i might come back late...

looking forward to Zouk on Wed! :P

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:18:00 PM

i queued once more this yr for Lim Chee Guan Bak Kwa..and u know wat..e next yr i always say i will not go again..but i will! cuz the bak kwa is WORTH IT! this yr..i went much much earlier..i wanted to go at 6am..but was afraid tat it would be unsafe so i went around 730am..n e queue was already pretty long!n e shop only opens at 9am..WOW..anw, going early was worth it..i only queued 4.5hrs..amazing..i was done like around 12pm..cool..i feel so happy when i got my 7kg worth of meat!

went zouk last wed..music was quite gd..pity company wanted to go home early......

anw, i had to work at T3 Land e next day..so might as well..haa..3 days at landside was quite a killer..esp if it's morning..no lappys pls!

Sat initially wanted to go JB to shop..but CC said it was his last time playing badz with us so we didnt go..sad..but badz was fun! tiring..but i am superly worried abt my big toe nail..seems like it's turning blacker! nail oh nail...pls pls dont fall off! :(

went Marina Square to shop yst..JH managed to buy her new yr clothes! unfortunately for me..i was really really on e verge of giving up..but..at the really last shop at Marina Square..i finally found a cheap nice dress! imported from Korea and it's only $24.90...cool..and can be worn for other occasions too..wee...and i bot myself a black shorts! wahaha..having some shorts craze..

looking forward to tmr..lunch w qh, cc and xiao xin at CSC...den going to hav K Buffet with qh, cx and cc! yay!

CC, happy birthday :)

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:07:00 PM

3 days straight in T3 Land.i'm so gonna die of boredom! lol...

mistakes are made.juz learn from them..but i always nvr seem to learn..shit..why am i so stubborn??!!?

once is enuff..there will not b a second..

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:34:00 AM

K was great! exams ended great!
but..was having indigestion for e past 2 days..so didnt manage to enjoy myself fully..which i happily fall sick on Wed morning when on shift w fei..spoilt my entire morning..i supposed to enjoy myself fully!

doc said it wasnt serious.had a short nap and i was up and about! walks by e beach are so nice..e sea breeze..e sounds of e water..it really calms all worries... :)

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 4:44:00 PM