-the colours of my life-

i'm happier now. yup (:

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:47:00 PM

honestly, i really no longer know wat to write here..everyday seems to flash by..sometimes i feel like i'm not on this planet..like my soul is whisked off somewhere..

One thing for sure --- Phuket was GREAT! e weather was welcoming, e crowd, e streets, e nightlife..and for once it was a plan-less trip except for e massage appointment we made on our 2nd day there..every night we juz walked e streets n stopped whenever we feel like stopping..shopped when we feel like..n bot things if we feel we really needed them..

e 3rd day..it rained in e morning..but it stopped around 10am i managed to get about 6-7hrs of sunshine..wee..and i picked up my guts n tried para-sailing and gone for jet skiing..e jet skiing..as i sat behind mr. expert..he brought me way out to sea..to see the other beaches nearby..n we crossed e sea to e other side of patong beach..wow..it was scary but it was a wonderful experience..and...i also gotta try jet skiing! (:

i'm back w a lovely tan..plus some burn..but i'm loving it...

for all those who have been with me..n know wat has been happening to me..i wanna let u know that i really wanna close this episode n that i dont wanna shed anymore tears..n juz wish this episode will not b mentioned any longer..it has been a very painful n tiring process..am still tired but i'm trying to look on the brighter side of things..it's seriously very tiring but i'll try my best.. (:

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 2:20:00 PM

你不会 lyrics

第一次拥吻以前我们找不到语言

但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远

贴心后嘴角的甜摩擦后眼角的咸

一起懂爱和真爱的差别

你送的杯子里面还装着温热感觉

你给的每个纪念都排在窗沿

相机是牵手两年围巾是东京五天

戒指是又哭又笑的道歉

我不相信你心中现在她最美

你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱踩碎

我不相信你口中会讲出后悔

你不会你不会你不会不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪

当初被激烈反对你安静却没妥协

对我更好来瓦解别人的偏见

我生气时总几天我倔强口不择言

是你紧抱我到情绪沉淀

我不相信你心中现在她最美

你不会你不会你不会把我们的爱踩碎

我不相信你口中会讲出后悔

你不会你不会你不会不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪

我不相信重来的幸福在脱轨

你不会你不会你不会留残酷让我面对

我不相信累积的回忆都损毁

你不会你不会你不会舍得我留一滴像乞讨的泪

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:23:00 AM

i dunno wat to post any more..

i'm juz in this bad nightmare..

looking forward to Phuket tmr..

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:04:00 PM

[MV] S.H.E 你不會 (HIM)

So addicted to this song.....sad...

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:19:00 AM

party on wed...was alright..could b better..not enuff mambo songs! but it was still fun meeting up w mel mel pam n cheryl!

went to sit e new slide at T3..supposedly singapore's tallest indoor slide..pity i missed e cut off date for airport staff..only managed to sit e single floor slide! nitto spend $30 den can sit the 3-floor slide..next time ba!

finally worked w fei again! so happy..haha..happy day..as usual...tats us (:

Broiler on Sat with ivy, janet, sam n dewei! bottle bottle..gd music..tats e way! n for ONCE i brought a camera..wahaha..

thanks for coming to send me home..its sweet..but i'm really ok..though in a bad mood n need drinks but i do know how to control my drinks ya? (:

2 days of tired legs...haha..n it was my 10th n final day at work at T1 b4 my off day! weee..anw shanon's back...so i would get off anw le..he's so weird..dont wanna clear his RO den let part-timer work..spoil feelings only lor..one entire mnth no part-timers! need help den call us..no need us give us ZERO shift..AH! *scream!*

played badminton yst...e person who call me go nvr go..kinda weird initially but aiya..i can adapt anywhere! qh supposed to come to play with me..but she fell sick..i need practise! my skills are going doooooooowwwwwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..

we went pp for steamboat cuz yvonna wanted to hav steamboat..den we went back AMK for K! weee....happy happy...i love k n will nvr get sick of k....when is e next round? haha..w pam or lh, or dave or bro or emu? wahaha...

outing today..but they refuse to tell me where we're going..HHMMPPHH! i'll juz bring my camera just in case...hehe.. (:

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:59:00 AM