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it started off a pretty bad day..it's been a long time since it is like this..e last time i think was in sec sch..sigh..
had bfast with HF @ T2 Macs..den had Genki straight after with Vivien & Pauline..nvr eat much..but became more in love with their Chawamushi & Hana Maki..yum yum..
still didnt feel much beta..dear left e hse early..dunno going where..didnt wanna ask..juz felt tat shldnt probe into pple's private life afterall..it was a gd thing..coz i got a surprise!! i got a soft toy!! wee..it was tat day we were walking in Suntec n saw it n i pulled her back juz to get a 2nd look..so sweet.. =)
met harj..we went to cut+colour+highlight our hair..it's e longest i've ever experienced..4.30pm-8.30pm..gosh..wonder if it beat my waxing+manicure+pedicure..our hairs came out quite nice..tho it was e same colour but end product looks slightly diff..
cleared some silly last min stuff in airport..den meet JH..things were going so happily..n some small hiccough juz had 2 spoil e whole thing..i've become so vulnerable..n weak..where did e strong me go to? i regretted e actions tat i took..it scared me silly..i felt so stupid..n i'm all upset.. *sigh*
-stay strong girl-
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 3:29:00 AM
happening few days..wee..
Sat..spent e morn at home..den went T3 with mum to go The Body Shop to buy cosmetics..can get 20% off from bday discounts..n i got myself a few items..so did mum..hee..
had dinner with QH, JH, Ee Theng & Le Ying @ Fishy @ T2..bday dinner..wee..so fun..hee..of coz i got sabo..DUH..they cant miss tat opportunity can they?so i was brought to e bar chair n made to stand..i v on ok..ask me stand i stand..but so paiseh la..hee..
caught at Cineleisure..spent e nite out..was ups n downs..but all turned out well =)
went T2 to have breakfast+lunch..happy happy..
dinner was at 1 Fullerton..we had Lebanese food..k la..so-so..juz tat v slow..can die waiting..haa..
went back T3 to pick up my LD paper..n we chatted awhile..
happening bday..n 1 yr older..hee..
from tdy on muz go full speed le..slacked enuff..jia you!!
*pics will only b uploaded later*
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:21:00 AM
oh man..i juz woke up from a nap..of i dunno how long..juz knocked out on e com table..zzz..contact lenses giving me prob..so irritated.. =(
yst went to her place..lots of talking n crapping..n we realised we knew someone in common..which happens to b one of her v gd frens n my fren's ex-gf..wow..talk abt small world..
had a great day..luv ya =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 5:19:00 PM
slacker me..as usual..sigh..i really nitto start studying liao..tests are coming, presentations are getting due and examinations are round the corner!! *dies*
XY n me wanna plan a trip to Aus!! they're now having some promotion..2 places for the price of one..or isit free stopover to one place? anw, we're looking at Sydney & Melbourne..after looking thru e websites, Sydney is seriously so attractive! there's like so many places to go..omg..i'm looking forward but e only thing i'm worried abt is the cost! $$$ flying in front of my face..but it's worth it..
Tues evening was spent with JH..poor thing..had to cover Transit South till 6pm..silly manager..nvm la..give me an additional 2 hrs to finish my work..coz didnt finish collecting Parking Coupon forms by 4pm..n nvr finish report..
hmm..we always got ups n downs..ups are v happy..downs are v sad..i actually broke down n she had to comfort me..i feel bad..i always make her v upset n disappointed..met her gd fren Hani for the first time..so easy can click..haa..had lots of fun talking..we went for dinner@ Kopitiam..i actually finished the entire plate of carrot cake! full full..den we go talk talk awhile more b4 going home..i really felt tat everything that happened was my fault..i was really v upset n v quiet all e way home..juz sms her wat i feel..but she still say it's not my fault..sigh..
reach home..yet another unhappy thingy..all i could react was to sob into my pillow n hug my tiger..started on e chocs she gave me..yummy..guess tat was e gift to official qns..but have yet to hear it from her mouth..only sms..haa..ma'am! no sincerity lehz! haa..
Today..woke up feeling like crap..didnt feel like sms-ing..so i wrote a mini note -- later wanna meet for lunch? n we went CRC for lunch..we both had claypot noodles..n was crapping n bullying each other e entire lunch..wats new? hee..
busy afternoon..had to cover all e stores..tired wor..went T2 smelt Aunt Anne's n felt like eating..OMG..i'm turning into a pig soon..eat eat eat..ended up eating Mrs Field's muffin..n bot her a semi-sweet cookie..she dont like to eat too sweet stuff..did work till abt 6pm n we went town..ended up catching together Jumper..quite a nice show..enjoyed it alot =)
after movie went Gramophone so that she could catch up on some of her ex-colleagues den we strolled to e hawker near Bugis to hav a light dinner..in one evening..she had e Shilin TW snacks saying stuff like 'i'll do it juz for u' coz we wanted to change our crepes to takeaway..lol..totally grossed us out coz he was like watching us whilst we were eating..den e 2 stores we went to get food at Bugis called her shuai ge..n she was so paiseh..lol..dont blush la..v cute lehz..haa..
ate ALOT..had chee cheong fun..yum yum..n dim sum..so much nicer than having it in airport..seriously,we're sick of airport food..haa..y does it sound like hospital food? =)
juz spending time together makes me happy..i ask for nothing more..hope to stay best of frens for life..i dont wanna lose u...........
Harj: miss u babe..i miss those fun times we had at fishy..esp e dino,giraffe n monster time..those were e best! since 4th October, things nvr remained e same..n now..i would say it is totally screwed up tat i have totally lost feeling to tat place..it'll now b juz 'a job'..cant wait for our next meet-up! thanks for e advice u've given me over these few days..i really dunno who to turn to esp when i'm so upset n lost n hav no idea abt wat to do..i know i hav to face e problem n solve it myself..n tat i'm easily hurt so i'll take care of myself ok? wateva happens..u'll always b my no. 1 gf n i'll be urs =)
QH: i know certain things r hard to accept..esp after u know me so many yrs..but well, it has become a fact n i guess u hav to 'see open'..mum..u really v naggy sometimes lehz! i know is for my own gd n i really appreciate..love ya.. =)
Angel: haa..u only know updates abt me thru my blog..no time update urs! also dunno wats happening to u! i'm a happening gal remember? hee..
JH: we had a perfect day today..knowing u is purely fate..n it's amazing how things have become over these few days..u're right..there's chemistry right from e v first day we met at ur store..n i'm v glad tat i was thick skin! will treasure u as a fren for life no matter wat happens.. *hugs* =)
if u ever read this u muz let me know ok! hee..
-it makes one radiant n happy (n FAT!haa..)-
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:38:00 AM
16 Feb - Saturday..learnt how to make hearts with straws from Vivien..gave JH a few.. =)
decided to call CC out to play badminton..since it was officially his last badminton session in Singapore b4 he flies back to Aus..QH came down as well..had fun..but was v distracted..kept thinking of JH..no idea why..she wanted to come down to find us but her store NETS machine broke down..so she had to stay n wait for e repairman..
QH, CC, CX n i decide to meet for supper..maybe Alvin was joining..so after i went home bathe went down to PP to meet QH & CX whilst waiting for CC..but she called..and we actually talke 93mins on e phone! wow..so many things to talk abt? over these few days we have experienced lots of happiness n sadness..mostly my fault..coz i didnt know wat i wanted..i was v unprepared n v unready..things r juz happening too fast...
well, after CC came..we initially wanted to go FengShan but changed our mind n went Chomp Chomp instead coz his gf stayed there..ate ALOT..zzz..n i practically slept e entire car ride home..mentally+physically tired...
17 Feb - went airport at 6.45am..accompanied n chatted with her till 8am when QH came..
e day passed pretty quickly..n 4pm came fast..n we were on our way to town..bought our movie tix n went Cafe Cartel to eat..i ended up eating more.. *sobs* we walked all e way to Wheelock to collect my Apple card..den sat outside borders n chatted till it was almost time for e movie..e movie..so-so only..or maybe we were both v distracted..haa..
18 Feb - no part-timers in e morn..went at 9am..juz felt v lethargic n bored..juz wanted to get out of e airport..BUT..she came all e way down tho it was her off..i was v touched..we went exploring T2 den had dinner..n we spent e entire evening talking in e storeroom..hee..no regrets..it was fun =)
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scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 10:55:00 AM
Pic updates!
240108 - Lunch @ Sakae..full..eat so much!!
240108 - saw this store in T2 lvl 3 with this hanging in their trees..we were so amused..
 
210108 - had Ajisen Ramen with Mayling..apparently this is her fav dessert..looks interesting..and tastes quite nice too~!
200108 - Beard Papa's Choc Fondant..wow..
190108 - Had Breeks with QH..she came to have dinner with me..hee..
 
Food from Ajisen Ramen @ T3 Transit + 8 treasures from Kopitiam @ B2
 
160108 - Eve of Ee theng's bday..we (Ee Theng, Jerlynn, me) decided to go Breeks and have dinner.. yummy =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 7:23:00 PM
Updates!
8th Feb - long day..manipulating numbers..with almost every shop asking us y we weren't on break..lol..went Fishy @ PP to have dinner with Ee Theng..
9th Feb - saw e cute 'butch' that i have been eyeing since Jan. QH spotted her..lol..found a reason to go to e store thanks to e discrepancy in gifts..not on purpose! got her age n gave e store my number in case they needed to contact me..well, she did..n had 2 give them incident report..n my sweater accidentally dropped n she called me 'fleshy'! boo..
met her later whilst i was going to meet Ken for a short while..n we talked like we know each other v long..no idea y she would tell me she was shifting to e outside outlet n tat she was doing morn tmr..weird..brought her to c our store..n accompanied her back to her store to pass them keys..
went for my niece's one-yr-old bday..den went back airport after bathing..den meet emu..she flying off le..and..so inefficient..her visa not approved..crap..Cat came down..n we were so crappy n funny..entertaining e entire airport with our 'fight' for payment..n running around e airport to return Cat her money..lol..camped over at Emu's.....
10th Feb - went airport early to get Visa approved..muz wait so long..zzz..n my part-timer nvr come..OMG..things r far from smooth..gosh.. brought emu to see her..den we were off..n i broke down.. *sigh*
went Ron Sim's house for visiting..his house is amazing..swimming pool, tennis court, nice sitting areas, pool table, mini waterfall, ponds..etc..n according to mum, tats only e entertainment area..faints..kinda enjoyed myself..n i was back at airport after tat..
wear so nice..had to go find her..she got a shock..admitted to her tat it was i who wanted to ask her e qns not my fren..couldnt let e opportunity slip..she going to be transferred outside liao..so dunno wat got into me..n i asked for her number..tats SO NOT ME! we sms-ed for a little while..n she was put away into the back of my mind..
11th Feb - slow day..didnt go sch..studied for corp test..msged her e entire afternoon..we had so much to talk huh? but it was so diff to get any ans from her..she'll be asking qns back..zzz..but it was pretty funny..enjoyed e conversation..
12th Feb - bad day. 1.both part-timers cannot make it. 2.there were many things to do. I collected receipts in an hr, n parking coupons in another hr..knew JH was working so was quite glad there was a reason to go up to 3-tops..lol..i really didnt purposely walk there u know..
corp test was quite a killer..nooo..malay class was even more boring..was pretty moody when i got back to airport in e evening..didnt really eat either..JH sounded worried n i was pretty touched..n actually called to ask if i was alright..wanted to meet up for a chit-chat but she wasnt feeling v well..oh well..
13th Feb - woke up in quite a gd mood..n JH made my morning..she was going to town n offered to buy me my fav food coz i didnt have any appetite..wee..but i didnt feel like having anything so i rejected her offer..spent e morning keying in e LD coupons..zzzz..tiring lehz..n so many..wth..JH came in to find me.. *touched*..Harj came too..n we chiong thru e last few pages..had an eyebrow threading appointment to meet! found out from her tat she was off e next day..good life..V Day off..n i was a big KPO n asked whether she had a date..i think i went overboard coz she became damn unfriendly..sigh..
we went Wheelock n met mummy lily!! weee..miss her lots! been a long time since we last saw her..we chit chat for quite some time den we headed to Far East to get harj's eyebrow piercing done..it's pretty babe =) den we went back airport n had dinner with Ee Theng @ Earle's Swensens..i felt bad so i apologised to JH for me being too KPO in e afternoon..she was fine abt it n told me she was down with flu so was abit cranky..but she's alright..
no idea wat went into me but i volunteered to wait for her till she end work den we can go talk talk..but no reply from her so i assumed tat it was a no n left e airport..she admitted tat she was playing mind games all along with me..lol..i knew all along la =P
14th Feb - Happy Vday to all! long day ahead..morn admitted tat i knew she was playing mind games n i played her game..duh..n i meant nothing more than juz to be friends..anyway, i think i hit e wrong spot..she tot i didnt meant everything tat i said over e past 4 days..omg..things were juz going so wrong..lucky i could clear e air between us..i explained to her my situation n she finally understand.. *phew*..she was sick so went to c a doc..n scared me silly when i suddenly couldnt contact her..omg..tat was a bad scare ok..
had Genki with QH..quite a disappointment..bot chocs e day b4 n gave out to all tat i knew in airport..hee..n QH got me a bear bear..weee..
decided to meet JH..tho she didnt want to coz it meant a v special occassion for her..she said ok though she was sick n we went to watch KungFu Dunk with QH n CX..but ended up talking throughout e movie..crap..haa..split up with them n we went Vivo..
Everywhere was PACKED..gosh..we ended up walking quite long b4 deciding to hav Kopitiam..haa..den we went upstairs n slacked e entire evening..it was v interesting..talking abt ex-es..how we feel..wat i think..wat she thinks..clear all doubts n qns over e past few days..n she being v pervertic all of a sudden.. -_-" n we were bullying each other as well..haa..
chase out at 12midnight..no taxi..everywhere queue.everywhere pple..so we decided to walk up..finally there was dis cab to Pasir Ris..n e driver got pissed with e Indian guy n wanted to scold him..gosh..n i dragged her away by the arm..n she did e most unbelievable thing..which i got a shock of my life..i felt bad for reacting tat way..but i was damn shock..sorry....
today - tiring..sleepy..n misses..studied for EF but i'm so demoralised now tat i've decided not to go =( she confessed more things..n we sms-ed alot..seriously..i'm v afraid..things are going on a bullet train man..madness..
QH did some paper-work for me..really appreciate! coz i was v brain dead..this few days r too much for me to handle..
looking forward to Sunday =)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:11:00 AM
tsk..too busy for any updates..lots to update though..got a new target.. *winks*
hope to have time to update during class tmr.. :)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:40:00 AM
CNY day 1 has come and gone..today --- no airport.. :) it's a nice break though i'm a little worried of wat tmr will be like..
dis yr i dont feel the festive spirit..probably coz of airport..there's not much of a CNY celebrations there..not been catching tv/radio/mags so v lost touch with e world..
e only superstitious thingy would b e owing of money..where pple say if u owe n dont return b4 CNY u'll owe them for life..well, to me, money is juz something materialistic..simple -- pple who owe money dont spend within their means. full stop. anyway, there r so many things pple can owe which r not countable nor returnable..love, friendship n kindness are probably e few tat mosts pple will think of..how u weight them, how u value them, cannot be equivalent to any cost of money..though last yr these 3 hav betrayed me, i hav chosen to forgive..but not forget..but b put on my guard..u can say it's once bitten twice shy..but since it has happened, isnt there a possibility it'll happen again?
had fun with all my relatives today..hee..all e crap, e laughter, e sharing..and the mahjong! lucky day today..won money..hee..muz thank bro for being my advisor for e day! we managed to win our 3 cousins with their 3 expert advisors! *clap clap* :)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:33:00 PM
The Long Awaited pics...till 9th Jan..
09012008 --- Opening of T3..wow..
 
 
01012008 --- Contractor at work :)
30122007 --- Outing with TK Baddy pple & Yuling's hostel  
28122007 --- outing with QH, CX, CC, Heather, Alvin, Daphne CC's drawing n Alvin's drawing of MPCC..lol..   28122007 --- K Box with EMU
25122007 --- Christmas Party & MJ @ Emu's house  
23122007 --- Alvin's gathering  
bro room -- purple? lol..wrong colour..my room..yellow..looks pretty bright n nice :)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:13:00 PM
problems nvr seem to end..one is solved n another arises..dis is life for me at T3..gosh..
4 days flew by again..everyday is juz so freaking busy..2 tests next week.. *faints* e word tat shows up to me is 'HOW?'
made e biggest error in my life.. ****..damn it..i hav nvr felt as helpless as compared to any other situation so far..e word tat flashed up in my face was 'DIE'..panic..cries..couldnt slp in peace..so uneasy..so bad mood..juz didnt wanna do anything..i felt so lost walking around e airport..finally got my mood back after walking e entire T3 landside collecting parking coupon forms..i juz need some time alone..
now sitting at The Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf near store..with my fav cup of hot chocolate n my lappie, my music..wee..but the floor here trembles once in a while..i wonder why.... *Scary*
enuff nagging abt airport..it brings smiles, laughter, tears & anger..it brings happy n sad memories..it is so happening..juz love it here :)
Emu came last night..weee..so fun..we explored e 3 transit malls n had Gogo Franks..den met Cat..den we transferred our files.. T3 ghost survives man..though time was short..we had fun..i miss my k box!! sads..no more K BOX-ing with my Emu b4 she goes back le.. :( another yr....
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 6:31:00 PM
So tired. I practically can slp anywhere if I've nothing to do. That's good and bad.
The whole week juz flew. GONE! Everyday there's surely things to be pissed abt. But I'm too tired to go n raise my voice. All I'll do is juz keep quiet n get things done. I find that it's faster dis way. Think she realized it. But however many sorries tats said, wat's done cannot be undone. If you're responsible, you are, n u'll get e job done.
If u hafnt realized it, you're losing respect of the pple around you. Esp those around ur age. I'm not gonna mention wat they think of u but it's getting pretty obvious. I shldnt be telling them all dis, but sometimes I juz nitto let go..keeping inside will juz make me even more unhappy..QH, thank u for hearing all my whines. Sometimes I juz feel like breaking down but I know I nitto remain strong..anyway, it’s juz 29 more days ya?
It's already into e 2nd month of e yr. dis month will be different. Since it looks like she doesn't really care, den no pt I tell her. Majority of e time it juz seems like I'm msging, emailing or msn-ing e wall anyway. So many things pending but nothing seems to be done. Ultimately, I juz do things my own way which I hope are correct. The only comforting thing is e pay check, which somehow I still felt disappointed seeing it. No idea why. Maybe coz it was like 1am at night, n Harj was with me at T2, installing new 'clothes' for the lucky draw boxes n they are all going home. Moreover, e other person used a tone that totally pissed e both of us off. Made it sound like I'm obliged to stay. FINE. I'm used to being not appreciated at fishy anyway. This is juz another of that times.
Though I complain so much of the airport n juz wish I wouldn't nitto be there juz for 1 day, but I know that when this ends, I'll def miss e place..i can already imagine how lost i'll be..it's really an honour working in e airport.. :(
Happy thing today. I bot perfume! Yay..got 30% discount..thank u gan ma..hee..i bot 3 types of perfume – Salvamore Ferragamo, VS & CK..wee..n I got a cute sample..i think I spent 200..ouch..no more spending liao..3/4 of my pay is to SAVE..
Sad thing..my bao bei spoil..angry wor..coz of yst..v angry with her..den EM so far..put bao bei in pocket..den keep ringing..wtf..den got caught on e string in my jeans..when I pull out..there goes e joy stick..knn..so irritated..tmr going shop phone with mum..still considering whether to get N73, N82 or 6500? Most imptly not too ex ba….
Tdy another interesting happened..went waxing+mani+pedi @ Suntec..den wanted to take a cab back coz it was so late le..den dunno y e taxi queue was so freaking long, so i decided to call a cab..whilst waiting i tot i shld be nice n asked any1 if they were going to e airport..saw a lady with luggage n approached her n she also called another lady waiting in front..1 from IND e other from CN..e CN lady was super hyper..n funny..she was late for her flight..so we 'entertained' each other on the cab to T2 to alight the CN lady..n she gave me $10..wow..of coz i rejected but she quicky got down e cab n thank me..den we went T2 to alight e IND lady n she also gave me $10..omg..cab fare only $16.90 lehz..n IND lady also asked for a receipt..change was $3.10..n i insisted in returning e lady..i seriously cannot accept e money..it was juz a kind offer..i didnt expect things to turn dis way..but i was happy n shocked..hee..
ok..Slp is precious.. nights.. :)
scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:58:00 AM
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