-the colours of my life-

feeling tat i'm starting not to understand myself..wat is wrong with 2010? issit e fact with me being a tiger n this yr being The Year of the Tiger?

babe u're right. it all started because of this kiss on 1st Jan 2010..everything went haywire from there and den..how shld i put it...spinning out of control..totally..

i'm a coward..i cant face e music..not only could i not tell u..i carried e burden with me n contd our trip..i'm sorry i treated u tat way..i was angry with myself n took it out on u..i hope u understand..it took me lots of courage to tell u cuz i really dont wanna hide it from u any longer..thank u qh for listening to me n my tears n giving me advice..love u lots..

forgiving myself is e hardest thing..but i promise u i'll try..i'm really glad u told me tat u hav forgiven me..i had a wonderful time last nite..it really felt like we went back in time..

argh i shld stop being so freaking emo..

so tired.

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:22:00 PM