-the colours of my life-

baby is sick.. =( n u know wat..i dont even hav time to visit her..although keep thinking of leaving early but i nvr managed to coz it was always so busy n packed..i'm damn sad but some things are juz not in ur control somehow..i disappointed u badly..sorry..i promised to visit u tmr n i will..no matter wat..it's a promise..

pretty happening this few days..most major was probably e container truck which was supposed to deliver our gifts hit e sprinkler in B2 n flooded e basement..there was a standstill as e driver didnt wanna move further in case he hit more sprinklers further down..wow..raining indoors! they had to close e basement..gosh...in e end..they switched off all e sprinklers n e truck juz go banging down all e way out..lol...

damn upset..Jennifer passed e keys into my possession n now there's one missing..i really dunno where to go find that missing key..i wonder how much tat security lock costs..i heard it's damn expensive..special lock..we cant duplicate keys, we can only change e entire lock..omg..nobody can seem to trace who left e keys to whom..n e key juz disappears into thin air..gosh..i really hate e feeling u know..

i'm feeling so stressed..partly because..whenever it comes to mgmt of pple, i always seem to have a problem..mainly my words..it's been 2 days since i thought of quitting but i always try to brush away tat thought n tell myself tat things will get better as time goes by..it does..but there are juz certain things n facts tat cannot b changed - like e fact that i gotta b here everyday..n working hours are juz so freaking long..not tat i dont wanna stick to e 9.5 hr shift but it's juz tat it's juz so problematic tat it's impossible tat i dont turn up..here comes e responsibility as an Events Manager..oh well..there's it's ups n downs i guess..

now i juz wanna go home..

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:59:00 AM