-the colours of my life-

slacker me..as usual..sigh..i really nitto start studying liao..tests are coming, presentations are getting due and examinations are round the corner!! *dies*

XY n me wanna plan a trip to Aus!! they're now having some promotion..2 places for the price of one..or isit free stopover to one place? anw, we're looking at Sydney & Melbourne..after looking thru e websites, Sydney is seriously so attractive! there's like so many places to go..omg..i'm looking forward but e only thing i'm worried abt is the cost! $$$ flying in front of my face..but it's worth it..

Tues evening was spent with JH..poor thing..had to cover Transit South till 6pm..silly manager..nvm la..give me an additional 2 hrs to finish my work..coz didnt finish collecting Parking Coupon forms by 4pm..n nvr finish report..

hmm..we always got ups n downs..ups are v happy..downs are v sad..i actually broke down n she had to comfort me..i feel bad..i always make her v upset n disappointed..met her gd fren Hani for the first time..so easy can click..haa..had lots of fun talking..we went for dinner@ Kopitiam..i actually finished the entire plate of carrot cake! full full..den we go talk talk awhile more b4 going home..i really felt tat everything that happened was my fault..i was really v upset n v quiet all e way home..juz sms her wat i feel..but she still say it's not my fault..sigh..

reach home..yet another unhappy thingy..all i could react was to sob into my pillow n hug my tiger..started on e chocs she gave me..yummy..guess tat was e gift to official qns..but have yet to hear it from her mouth..only sms..haa..ma'am! no sincerity lehz! haa..

Today..woke up feeling like crap..didnt feel like sms-ing..so i wrote a mini note -- later wanna meet for lunch? n we went CRC for lunch..we both had claypot noodles..n was crapping n bullying each other e entire lunch..wats new? hee..

busy afternoon..had to cover all e stores..tired wor..went T2 smelt Aunt Anne's n felt like eating..OMG..i'm turning into a pig soon..eat eat eat..ended up eating Mrs Field's muffin..n bot her a semi-sweet cookie..she dont like to eat too sweet stuff..did work till abt 6pm n we went town..ended up catching together Jumper..quite a nice show..enjoyed it alot =)

after movie went Gramophone so that she could catch up on some of her ex-colleagues den we strolled to e hawker near Bugis to hav a light dinner..in one evening..she had e Shilin TW snacks saying stuff like 'i'll do it juz for u' coz we wanted to change our crepes to takeaway..lol..totally grossed us out coz he was like watching us whilst we were eating..den e 2 stores we went to get food at Bugis called her shuai ge..n she was so paiseh..lol..dont blush la..v cute lehz..haa..

ate ALOT..had chee cheong fun..yum yum..n dim sum..so much nicer than having it in airport..seriously,we're sick of airport food..haa..y does it sound like hospital food? =)

juz spending time together makes me happy..i ask for nothing more..hope to stay best of frens for life..i dont wanna lose u...........

Harj: miss u babe..i miss those fun times we had at fishy..esp e dino,giraffe n monster time..those were e best! since 4th October, things nvr remained e same..n now..i would say it is totally screwed up tat i have totally lost feeling to tat place..it'll now b juz 'a job'..cant wait for our next meet-up! thanks for e advice u've given me over these few days..i really dunno who to turn to esp when i'm so upset n lost n hav no idea abt wat to do..i know i hav to face e problem n solve it myself..n tat i'm easily hurt so i'll take care of myself ok? wateva happens..u'll always b my no. 1 gf n i'll be urs =)

QH: i know certain things r hard to accept..esp after u know me so many yrs..but well, it has become a fact n i guess u hav to 'see open'..mum..u really v naggy sometimes lehz! i know is for my own gd n i really appreciate..love ya.. =)

Angel: haa..u only know updates abt me thru my blog..no time update urs! also dunno wats happening to u! i'm a happening gal remember? hee..

JH: we had a perfect day today..knowing u is purely fate..n it's amazing how things have become over these few days..u're right..there's chemistry right from e v first day we met at ur store..n i'm v glad tat i was thick skin! will treasure u as a fren for life no matter wat happens.. *hugs* =)
if u ever read this u muz let me know ok! hee..

-it makes one radiant n happy (n FAT!haa..)-

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