-the colours of my life-

Friday was seriously e worst day I had..i really felt like giving up..one day can change everything..i hated EVERYTHING in my life - myself, my job, e airport, e pple around me..

I woke up late..around 8+ with a slight runny flu..reached T3 at 10am..pass office was damn long..so went to eat at Macs..den went school for an hr of slacking at Wellness Centre..my car was full of birdshit..gross..so had to clean, top up petrol n went back..dad came back..n..had a big misunderstanding with Mayling..think we were so pissed with each other we just put down e phone on each other..she said there was an email..i see no email..den supposed to be only T2 & new shops in T3..i tot it was all shops that didnt have..so well..e contractors tat went with me were humorous..

den got Harj's msg..i felt really bad..i couldnt make any time for her..not only her..but i usually spend at least 3 days a week with her..sometimes we see each other everyday..i hafnt seen her since i last worked..which was Saturday 12/1..

I was damn shag by e time i got back..was feeling v v tired..my body was breaking down n i could feel it..e 4 of us were at Toastbox..when i got a call from Mayling to take things from her at the pass entrance..truthfully, i felt tat was e last straw..i really felt v bad giving Esther & her such a black face n not saying bye..but i was really to my max already..all i could do was to face my com n cry whilst typing her e report.....

Sat was much beta..my body has finally given way..having a fever..came at 7am, went home at 10am..still had to put on a strong front infront of mum n dad..couldnt let them know i'm sick..went shopping with mum at TM..bought my new yr clothings..yay..but was feeling damn weak n lost interest v fast..slept all e way to T3..had a 2nd round of lunch with Vivien & Le Ying & slept for another hr at Coffee Bean with QH..

had light dinner with QH n Le Ying @ Ya Kun den accompanied Le Ying a few LD boxes..had to borrow screw driver from one of the shops..den i did paperwork..omg..tat was e killer..i had such a bad headache..sigh..

tdy morn n early afternoon was spent packing my room..i was still feeling sick of coz..but had to pretend i was alright..i got lethargic damn fast n really didnt wanna pack e last box..thinking of climbing up n down e ladder juz put me off..back here once more..lots of things to clear again....

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 5:01:00 PM