-the colours of my life-

wee..guess wat..i'm done with my presentation slides for my MPW and Ethics presentation..hope i didnt leave anything out..i'm really brain dead..

This 2 days were spent in school..Saturday 10am..MPW-ing the entire day..i like my MPW grp..we hav fun..n we do work..n we talk some crap..hee..at least MPW turned out alright..it was the NO PROGRESS project coz we couldnt get a company..lucky we were saved last min by Purple Sage.. *heave sigh of relief*

Me & my MPW grp :)

forgot i was wearing glasses..but well..who cares..

Worked at night..upstairs again..but guess wat..it wasnt as bz i tot it would be..damn slack..i always feel lost..like i dunno wat to do..den i'll juz stand there like any newbie..i really dont like the arrangement..like pp last time..all stuck together like sardines..not only is it difficult for customers to eat..but also diff for us to serve or clear anything..

They said I had to wear..but see how retard i look? took it out..hehe..

we were done by 10pm..except for that grp in e private room..but i managed to leave at 1030..hungry lehz..stole lots of chips..n David offered me fish -- Seabass, Stingray, platter fish..but i paiseh..so nvr eat..

GH kitchen manager David n i..

it supposed to be a renovation plan for PP which nvr worked out..haha..

lucky 36 came once i reached the bus stop..and got seats! wee..went to buy dinner at pp..2nd day of Macs dinner..n i spent e night reading up on my Ethics..gosh..and of coz the post on Ella's dog..

tody another day..couldnt go church =( 10am..Income Tax meeting..followed by Ethics..Ethics grp..i seriously speechless..dunno wat to say too..at least we are almost done..juz e slides..n rehearsal..yay..n tdy work again..if i had a choice i would fly their kite..but i felt bad since i already did that last Sat..it turned out damn boring..i almost slept while walking..lucky Eric let me off at 9pm..on e bus..i suddenly felt really v sad..like something was missing..i suddenly tot..where did e 2yrs go? wat went wrong? if he didnt go indo wat will we be like today? information overload! :(

Wanna have dinner with our new frens of GH? :P

went pp hoping to get some decent dinner..but..9.45pm..all e foodcourt close liao..didnt feel like eating fishy so decided..Macs again..didnt notice Harj n Sufi sitting at table 3 till i heard my name called so loudly for the entire pp to hear..haha..sorry darlings..i really v v tired..seriously..i was too tired to even talk..i juz wanted to get food n go home..

bad news waiting at home..i got a shock to see extra shoes..my 2 cousins were staying over..(some soccer match which is over..some side scored n my brother ran 2 rounds round the house b4 jumping on the sofa..haha..)..it was e last straw..i couldnt react..but to breakdown totally..it was too much for me to take..n to add on..dad was going for an eye op tmr..n mum's scheduled for an op too..i think next to go for op will be me liao..this yr is seriously shit..

thankfully i still hav a strong will..brushed myself up in e toilet with a bath..n continue fighting this battle..well, at least i got e stuff done up..good or not..i dunno..i've no more brain cells to think anymore..

the rest of this week looks bleak..everyday is gonna be spent in sch..if not at home chionging projects..u know what..it's only 4 weeks to exam..n i've so much to study..gosh..still have Income Tax, AMA, AIS, Ethics, MPW & MPW reflections report..omg..i really need supernatural energy to finish all this..

it's really time to take him off my mind..it's taking up my brain storage space..coz subconsciously somehow..i'll still think of him..but it's not going to get me anywhere..i really nitto let go..

-breakdown..dont u breakdown-

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 2:48:00 AM