-the colours of my life-

Happy Birthday to Wu Zun!! 1 yr older..
haha..i'm a dying fan..seriously..fan club? haha..

projects, projects n projects..nvr ending..my week is all PROJECTS~! *faints*

got news tat a colleague is in hospital..cancer..such a sad piece of news.. =(

another sad piece of news..everything is confirmed..KC juz had to tell me half an hr b4 i start work..or i read e msg half an hr b4 i started work..was so unmotivated to work..n..it turned out to be busy..full house with a mini queue for a few mins..n 4 staff..wow..i survived..

there's no turning back now..all i gotta do is juz move ahead..i'm starting to regret..but it's a decision that i've made..a path tat i've chosen..i realised tat i'm starting to lose everything there..i nitto learn to be independent..truthfully, it's gonna be better for me..hopefully..i'm near to tears..it's such a pain..

i realised that i'm still living in the shadow of my past..y am i so affected? y do i wanna know? there's so many things that's crowding my mind..u, him, projects, tests, studies...i need an organizer in my brain.. *faints*

on one hand i'm telling myself n everyone tat i dont give a damn n i dont care all i wanna do is to slap u, return me my stuff n part as strangers..but deep down inside..some part of me do care..i do wanna know..i wanna see u..there's still that tinge of hope that u still love me..i'm so silly..really...................

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:00:00 AM