-the colours of my life-

a long day tdy again.supposed to get up early to repair dad's car..but i overslept =(

guess it's coz i'm juz tired..last night i actually talked to KC n cried..i dunno y..i juz had to find someone to listen to all e burden in my heart..n i juz tot of KC..saw him online n den started pouring everything out..dont think he really read..but it's ok..at least i let it go huh..

waited 4 QH to call me..but she couldnt wake up..so went fishy at 1pm to return e ice box n went back T2 to return my pass..went pp to get emu's dvd..den went home..didnt wanna sit in or around fishy..

dinner was pretty busy..but i still felt bored..it's juz not e same anymore..plus..i seem to be getting e cold shoulder..was it something i said in e evening?tot i was thinking too much but it was a fact..i was upset, but i seriously didnt know how to handle this..all i wanted to do was juz run away..but well, if this affects..den i think our friendship is def on thin ice..so now wat?

deb can be pretty sweet at times =) although she bullies n bites me most of e time.but i totally agree tat i really do miss her..miss e times at fishy..even though how busy..she still has e time to shoot me..n make me laff..yeah..hey..memories really do fly back to my mind making me smile.....n cry to think tat so much has changed over 1 yr tat she has left..lets see..her last day was a sat 7Oct..gosh...

Taken a few days after she left......and e day after she left..

i really miss this stupid irritating dino.. =(

tdy i have finally decided tat i shld enforce my plan..it's time to change..i'm really v v tired..but i dont forsee how i can put down everything n rest..i cant..tats y it's time to change so tat i can still do everything n not be so tired..it's gonna be sad n i know i'll regret..but i guess it's all for e beta..
i've suffered enuff setbacks for 2007..tdy while tearing up my pile of letters accumulated from i dunno when..i saw e letter from e sch..n i panicked..well..i didnt really read it well e 1st time..n tdy i did n i realised i'm actually in deep shit..gosh..

--if only i could replay 2007 once more..... --

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 2:11:00 AM