-the colours of my life-

i drank one entire bottle of rasberry vodka n it had no effect on me except that my face was a little pink like i put blusher.haha..

oh yeah..did i mentioned that i felt earthquake while at fishy last night?? it was freaky..like as if i was swaying and gonna faint..i couldnt contol myself..gosh..lucky i didnt feel the other few..esp the one at 9.26am this morn..

met harj in e evening..went T2 to take my sweater..den we were at fishy.the bday cake Yong made for his gf was WOW..if my bf could make something like this i'll be so touched!! pity i didnt get a pic..it was really amazing..

had dinner at e HK cafe along East Coast Road n we went East Coast Park to check out bbq n slack..bought Klassic Q to drink..weee..but..no effect..haha..booked the bbq pit le!! =)

Harj's noodle--she complain it's not spicy enough (AS USUAL)..

My Cheese Baked Rice is not bad..

but the sauce was abit like Campell's Cream of Mushroom sauce..

Klassic Q!!

i juz realised i'm so confused..y cant feelings be totally in our control? hmm..like we know we dont want this to happen yet we hold on to that tiny bit of hope..i dunno y i wanna hold on even though i dont wan anything to happen..zzz..

talking abt baby to jac tdy made me feel so sad..i really missed e times we spent together..i suddenly felt so empty..it was a big blow that took me nearly 1month to get over..it'll be a happy memory i'll treasure..i dunno y but i hope u'll nvr come back to look for me..juz leave things e way it is..i know u wanna explain to me..but..now i rather not know already..days of crying hav finally come to an end n i really wanna move on....

--does time really heal all wounds?--

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:42:00 PM