-the colours of my life-

somethings i dont understand..

maybe qh is right..i shldnt be so nice at times..i'm not helping them..n not helping myself as well..
i was already v tired..but when i saw n asked..it suddenly dawned onto me e words qh said..at first i didnt believe her..bu when it actually appeared right in front of me..fury raised up thru me..i didnt know how to react..all i wanted to do was to get away from there..suddenly, fishy seems like a forbidden place..bad things seem to be happening one right after the other..i feel torn..

decided to make the long walk to East Coast Road to check out the restaurant..didnt want to initially when i got down the bus but i really needed the breather at e moment even though i was VERY tired and my head was feeling so heavy..

happy thing -- i made reservations for Friday's dinner..i got a bday cake too..guess it'll taste v nice after trying their mini chocs yst..hee..i cant wait..i really nitto spend some time with my family..

work was fine..pretty boring..no crowd at all..good..we were lack of staff and my mind was very pre-occupied..oh guess wat..the trainer i had at Changi Airport on Saturday came to dine..haha..she almost couldnt recognise me..yeah..i was in glasses today..i slept like 8 hrs and i still feel so lethargic..prob i shld juz stick to my 6hrs instead.. =)

maybe i think too much today when i received e phone call..zzzz.. y my mind cant be filled with something else?? i really regret making that confession..i wish i could turn back time n undo e mistake..i want things to return to normal..i miss those days.. =(

another song of mine i would like to share..my version of TANKS's 非你莫属 =)

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:30:00 AM