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An outing..and a confession..

An Outing..and a confession..
Saturday 25/8/07
Happy Birthday to Ivy!! it's been some time since we last saw her..cant wait for our 03A08 outing on 2nd Sept!

Qh and i went to Changi for a mini training..we were shocked when our grp of 30 was joined by a grp of 130 Cisco officers..omg..they're a rowdy bunch..but without them, i think the entire course would be even more boring..seriously, the course was a waste of our time..it had almost nothing related to us..was so glad when 5pm came..

our Sakae Sushi lunch =)

managers all seemed so dead..it was a freaking busy lunch..the crowd nvr stopped..madness..this time of the month always like that..think most pple get their pay mid of the month eh? was glad when e day was over..it was so messy everywhere..tdy we were gonna offer stuff to 'them' again..big scale..to ward off all bad luck..our outlet has been pretty down lately..sigh..

slacked with qh at macs after that until around 2am..my mind was juz so full of everything..my guess that this guy from China likes me seems to be true..99% sure of that..and on the other hand..my mind keep wandering to him..i juz couldnt help the fact that he was around..was nearby..and juz wished that he was standing beside me..

Sunday 26/8/07
the day also passed pretty fast..this customer actually wanted to come in at 1045am..madness..1130 they were all waiting outside and Janice, Htee Khu n i hafnt had our lunch!! asked dad to lend me the car tmr and he actually allowed..thought the day was taking a nice twist..but well, the person whom i wanted to go out with wasnt free.. =(

was glad the day was over..

Monday 27/8/07
Today is a very interesting day..it all started v well in the morning coz i found the scores for SECRET!! yay..my days of piano playing are back!! =)

e afternoon actually supposed to be a outing with me and harj..but jac was joining us after her exams..hey girl..dont be so sad ya?? u still have all ur lovelies here!! =)

after class went to pick up the car from home..when i reached harj's carpark i received a msg from sufi..she asked if i was driving and if i could bring her to the polyclinic..well, we didnt have plans and were worried for our fren so we went to pick her from her house..omg..she looked so pale..we went to the polyclinic..lucky it wasnt a super long wait..from there..she had a referral letter to CGH..and it was urgent..so we accompanied her to A&E..went to pick Jac up too..the wait for pretty long for a A&E..but ya..better than those that i read in the newspaper la..by 5pm we were done..her sis had arrived and she had to be admitted to the hospital..hiyoh..i juz felt so sad..

Went to Katong Mall to show harj the bday present i wanted to get for her..omg..it's actually very cute..i like those small small cute cute stuff..juz v fascinated and love them..we bought a box of 12 and left for PS..

Jac had to remit money to Indo at Dhoby exchange den we went Cafe Cartel to have dinner..bad experience..their food sucked big time..paid the bill and left..we decided to go sing K Box instead..wow..power..i felt so happy singing..after a long day..it juz felt so good..i love singing!! mum started to pester so we left around 12midnight..well, actually i lied abt who i was going out with la..i told my parents i was going with SMU frens for a 21st bday celebration..but it meant to be a date..but..it turned out that it was half true..it was a 21st bday celebration!!

went to K Box to chill..coz jac wanted to sing..i guess singing is a form of destressing --- like me..well, i guess i also wanted to destress..i was practically chiong-ing all the emo and high songs..

This is my version of Stefanie Sun's rainy day or 雨天..haha..dont laugh ok..

on way to e car we saw the fishy signboard still on so we gave a call to Maricel..went to pick her up to off the signboard..den..sent both of them home b4 sending Maricel..i reached home at abt 1am after pumping petrol for dad..

the feeling became v strong again..i hate nights..i always feel so sucky..dunno wat got into me also..i actually went to confess..though i did feel better..but i regret..i really hate myself for being so soft at times..well, he was v nice abt it..think he was speechless coz the replies were pretty weird..i didnt exactly say i really like him..i said i think..anyway, i juz hope things remain the same..i dont intend things to progress..and i dont want anything to go wrong..

i'm so tired..

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 9:28:00 AM