-the colours of my life-

i juz need a shoulder to cry on.. =(

things will nvr be the same again..

supposed to be a happy outing..everything was juz ruined..

u shld juz stop thinking girl..it's making u confused..and giving u unwanted stress..making u miserable and unhappy..kicking out those thoughts will u leave u 100times lighter and 100times happier..

u know the one far away is nvr gonna come back..y pin ur hopes so high?? y wait for his sms or call?? y worry abt him?? dont waste ur time on a bastard who doesnt give a damn of who u are now..

the one u are starting to like doesnt like u..u and him are also 2 different worlds apart..he's a nice person..fun, out-going, crappy and full of jokes..but..stop thinking..u know it'll nvr happen..

the fren that u juz left at the bench..u saw that coming from the 1st time she mentioned..y didnt u control ur temper?? u always knew this friendship was always on thin ice..something was juz missing..

is fate to meet someone..it takes a long time to build a strong friendship..but all it take is something to spoil the entire thing..

i feel so lonely..all alone..i feel like i juz cant fit in..my character is too strong already..i need attention..

face it.

i juz need a break from life..

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 1:17:00 AM