-the colours of my life-

devastated..

today started off quite well..but things keep happening and the day ended very very bad..

morning was quite good.except that qihui did opening too slowly..haha..usually 11 can finish le.but 11 still hafnt finish sauce set!! nevermind..got this nice nice friend help her..oh..by the way..i'm not in a good mood to use good english right now. i will just write what comes to my mind..

afternoon wasnt very busy..quite draggy.. couldnt wait for 4pm to end..dont really like working with gera..always ask us to do this do that..think what uffy said is quite right..she just come here to help help and she order us around like nobody's business.argh..2 faced..one moment nice to me then talk bad behind my back..

wanted to work tonight coz alex is on shift..at first super bad mood then like quite rude to him.. i totally regret now.. sorry alex..bad mood coz my school called me and talked to me..apparently my dad called the school as if i were some young little girl and needed the school to updated parents on my progress in school..for what sia..say care for me..more like they helping me to screw up my life..i hate it when people try to make decisions for me..i think i get more rebellious that way..

anyway, the reason why i'm so upset is that alex is gone.. GONE!!!??!!?? hey. i think qihui is right..without alex in the restaurant, i have no more incentive to stay..since cat cat and steven left, it has become more and more boring. without alex, yanna, sufi and uffy, i think work is boring..the rest are just slackers lah.seriously.... the decision was so quick and sudden..we were just sitting down there and she told us " i have sad news to tell u all. today is alex's last day" and i went like "HUH???"

ok..i admit that i was the 1st one to breakdown in the restaurant..but it's just so shocking..i thought nevermind..when leave next year or so i would have some preparation..although shocked but glad that can leave this madhouse and go somewhere better..but it's like instant???

these people hearts are really made of steel man..they dont bother if u really need the money.they dont try if you can still learn. they dont care if your family members are ill. they cant be bothered whether you are overloaded or not. they only care for the wellfare of the restaurant.. so what is the philosophy about? all rubbish...

dont care..see how things goes.. i'm super upset now.. dont feel like writing anymore..more tomorrow..

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 12:45:00 AM