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Near to tears.....

today wake up so early for MA presentation. apparently the group of them only went home at 12am lah..poor thing..i waited for them to send me the powerpoint and i chiong off to sleep..i'm soooo tired..i cant believe another day is over..

anyways, MA presentation was ok..it supposed to be only a 15mins presentation but we ended up taking half an hour..haha..hmm..our school internet suddenly died on us today..no way we could surf the net from 10.30am onwards..hiaz..once technology fails..we are left stranded..terrible..

went dear dear's house today..slack...suppose to go there sleep but didnt get any..haha..play play play watch tv tv tv..hehe..he can go work late today coz boss say can claim back the time he do OT..apparently..he forgot to call her..haha..and she thought he got into trouble and cannot come to work..i slept the whole entire bus ride to Parkway..manz..i'm so sleepy and tired..i really slept like a log lah..luckily i never miss the bus stop..if not uh-oh.die.....

sian..totally no mood to work..my leg so pain lah..never like wearing heels..moreover i already quite tall..wear heels feel like my center of gravity too high..anytime just topple over..

work..hmm..ok lah..wanna strengthen service and stuff..make everyone so stress...seems ok right..UNTIL...this table..their food never came..then i went to tell the manager..den he say nevermind..do it now..den about 10mins later he ask me if they got their food yet..and they hafnt..then he scold me..why i never follow up my service..can always offer them baguette or a basket of chips..how am i supposed to know?? ya..later i anyhow offer then kena scolded..say i no authority to make this kind of decision to give customer anything..coz it will be a lost to the company..FINE..i not at your lvl so i have totally no right to do this kind of thing unless i ask u first correct?later i serve already den must account for it..what if that day you think that it is not necessary and i just make my own decision to serve the baguette or chips?? usually, and so far, when this kind of things happen, we are not the one to do this kind of thing.the manager will personally go apologise and offer food since he/she is in charge that night..so..i dunno..you're stressed by the higher management..but no need to take it out on me right? say until i so terrible..in my whole entire 9+ months in working here, no one has ever scolded me the way u do. not even Ann even though i did get a terrible scolded from her one day for talking too much..

your scolded was totally a breaking point lah..luckily my will was strong enough if not i will be crying in buckets of tears and probably juz walking off at 9pm..i think someone told you something..anyway.you came to apologise..but i totaly lost my mood..ya..michelle thought i argued with my dear..and how come everyone seems to know that we almost broke up that night???

lastly..paikia71: may i please know who you are? no need to reveal yourself here if you dont wan to..you can sms me or call me or just let me know during work you're the one..if not i'm quite freaked out not knowing ya?? thanks..

scribbled by =CaLiStA= at 11:05:00 PM